Wonder Land of Min^_^

2007-03-30T12:22:00.000+08:00

hey girls and guys...
miss me ma?
cos i kinda of disappear for a month without blogging..
haha.. cos i'm busy and moreover i dun have my laptop with me..
i send my laptop to toshiba for repair..
cos my fatty darling spoilt my hinge so got to repair lol..
sian right...
haha.. recently just celebrate yan's 21st birthday..
and it's also a kind of class gathering for tb32..
very long never meet up with one another lol..
everyone change a bit but hope that though we have graduated
but still friendship forever ya..
hee hee..
and currently i'm working at breadtalk..
as accountant assistance..
ya..
but this is a temp job lol..
i'm still trying my very best to find a perm job..
that day i went to NUH with yan for a hr cum admin assistance position..
though they offer me the position but then everyone especially my family member call me not to take up the job cos it is too far from my house and if i have to wake up everyday so early, i will surely be very tired..
and i'm a piggy person..
confirm plus chop will not be able to tolerate it for long term..
so my sister and mum's advice are that i should find somewhere near my house as my first job..
cos convenience and also save time and money on travelling ya..
hee hee..
monday i have a interview at macpherson there..
then tuesday i have two interview one of it is from a engineering company at chinatown there and the other one is the SPH..
i hope to get the SPH one as it is super near my house la..
i can even walk to that place ya..
hee hee.. try my luck ya..
okay la.. i shall update everyone again..

p.s.: i'm counting down to my one year anniversary with my darling...
hee hee.. 20 april..

2007-02-17T02:37:00.000+08:00

Adding on to what I have missed out..
This year, though i onli had one birthday song..
but it is so sweet..
cos it was sung by my darling..
during the dinner at fullerton..
darling told his captain that it was my birthday..
so the kind captain went to ask the violin players to play birthday song for me..
heee hee.. at that moment, i was eating strawberry with chocolate at the fondue there..
then the music was played..
darling hug me from behind and sing birthday song to me into my ears..
though it was quite soft..
and embarrassing cos everyone was looking at me..
but it was so touching that i nearly cry out..
darling is my first bf that i ever had who celebrate my birthday for me..
and i really feel very blessed to have him beside me..
every little thing that he did jus make me feel so loved and cherish by him..
i dunno what i can say to him..
but to love him always..
i have to say that i'm a very demanding gf..
at times, i'm very self-centered and selfish to myself..
but he always try to give in to me and love me more and more everyday..
no matter how tired he is..
but he will still meet up with me and ended up falling asleep beside me..
i used to think that is a waste of time and he should go home sleep instead..
but somehow now then i started to realise that..
he did so much, so tired..
is all because of me..
just to make me happy and be able to see me..
he is always so noble to me but i so bad to him..
darling.. sorry for being a bad gf..
yet you love me so much..
i promise to be better from now onward..

2007-02-17T01:07:00.000+08:00

This morning, i wake up around ten plus..
then rush here and there..
cos i need to do school to endorse my result slip
and then go to nus to submit it..
luckily i have darling to drive me around..
he pick me up at eleven but i made him waited for half hour..
cos i haven't bath so sorry darling..
then drive to school..
saw ling and teng at atrium..
then ling even comment that my watch is nice..
hee.. so happy..
well, i change my watch to black colour le..
cos got pink stain on it..
and i dun like, i wan it to be clean and new..
so no choice.. change it lol.. cos no stock also..
then spend 3 to 4 hours on this university admission stuff..
cos after school we drive to nus..
wasted alot of time trying to figure out how to get to the admin building..
then after that darling drive me to town cos i meet my sec sch friends for partyworld..
we sing song lalala til 6.50 plus..
then we wasted time like til 7.45pm before i went to meet darling at the orchard mrt station..
upon reaching there...
i saw darling hiding behind the pillar with this flower

so funny lol..
then we went to take the train to raffles place..
then i was like wondering where are we going..
then darling bluff me say that he alight at wrong place...
need to walk back to city hall...
so i blur blur follow him til fullerton hotel..
my god.. to my surprise..
he actually booked the chocolate buffet at fullerton..
cos he didn't manage to buy cake for me..
so this was his backup plan..
haha.. so cute of him..
make me like a fool but so happy..
so we were at the chocolate buffet..
eating and trying out all the dish like hungry ghost..
so fun lol..
then also got play the chocolate fondue..
wow.. the rock melon is nice..
the chocolate with banana jelly is nice also..
but some quite normal or maybe it is weird to me lol..
then we eat til we were so full and so sick of chocolate then left... then when darling ask for the bill.. no bill came but his captain came.. saying that close shop..no bill.. she treated us la..wow.. the buffet actually cost like 32+++ for one person.. then now we get free.. save $72 plus... so shoik la.. hahaha.. then darling so guilty cos his ex-colleagues all treat him so good..

then after that we went to the singapore river there to take photo.. and also at there.. darling show me my present that he handmade for me..

he said that he did the first time fail then he redo again.. the inside heart is he made himself de.. and the transparent thing i have no idea what is that.. i think is glue.. but darling say he got to blow the bubbles himself.. it is like a thing that he spend many hours to do.. with his clumsy and fat hand.. he did such a beautiful stuff for me.. it is really very nice lol.. i bet no one will have it as the same as me..

though he kinda of copy the idea from outside gift shop de.. and also, he is the first guy who did something for me.. i'm so touched.. and it is so nice lol..

my silly boy really did alot for me this v day and birthday.. i feel like turning 20th is such as happy thing to be.. cos i have all my friends with me.. and most important, him always so loving to me.. always trying to give surprises..

This is me with the wrapping paper that my darling used to wrap my present.. he is very cute when he wrap the present lol.. haha.. but i like... muack...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE TO EVERYONE..

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! HEE...

2007-02-15T13:12:00.000+08:00

Yesterday is Valentine Day..
I spent my afternooon, buying present and getting things done..
while in the evening onward was with darling...
we meet around 5 plus..
went to suntec to eat..
at that time, not much people was there..
guess too early yet ba...
but i was hungry..
so we went to NYDC for dinner..

darling order '3 Amigoes Baked Rice'
I order 'When pig Fly'

and we ate 'Grandma Goes Nut Mudpie'

and drank 'Ice Elephanoic Choc Milk'
though the name sound weird but the food is nice lol..
wow.. the dinner cost around 50 dollar..

darling bought for me a PUMA watch which is limited edition..
whole of singapore only got 100 pair..
50 white one and 50 black one..
hee.. i got the white one..
then i bought for him a long-sleeve shirt from Celio
and made a photo card for him..
heee... luckily he like wat i give him..
and for me.. i really love the watch..

haha.. Then we went to delicated song for each other at the fountain..
each of us delicated for the other party..
then at 8pm, we went back there to hear our delication..
ours is the first two delication..
wow.. so sweet.. heee...
i did record down what the person say also..
but quite blur..
then upon listening to the song that darling delicated for me..
i kinda of cry.. too touched abt what he had done for me..
For the past ten month, he love me so much..
despite we have quarrel but our love is that strong..
I never feel this way before..

then after that, we went to the outdoor garden at 3rd floor..
that is the place where we have our first valentine day in 2004
but at that time, we aren't couple..
but i'm glad that we are now..
and i will surely hold on to this relationship til death..
before we head home..

we passed by citylink and saw the flower stand..
quite nice.. so we took a photo with it..

2007-02-03T16:10:00.000+08:00

hai.. this few days is studying and studying plus a bit of playing la..
cos ytd i meet up with my sec sch friend, got bunny and dix to play mahjong..
darling was with me also to play at dix's house..
then in the middle of the game,
i was telling them that on the 16 feb,
dun put me off aeroplane from my birthday celebration..
this year birthday is bad day la..
cos it fall on the cny eve..
and most people (friend and lover) having reunion dinner on that day..
so i have to push forward my birthday..
so sian right..
then darling was saying wat about me?
i seriously dunno how..
cos every year i dun have bf with me to celebrate my birthday..
and it is my two of best friend, dix and bunny who help me celebrate..
and also recently two years got my poly friend..
well.. of cos this year i have bf to celebrate for me..
I'M SUPER HAPPY cos i'm no longer single for v day and birthday le..
but sad that it fall on the cny eve..
just hope that i can still get to have everyone with me and sending me wishes for this year too..
well..

what i hope for my birthday this year are:
1) Havanias Flip- Flop
2) Adidas Jacket
3) Bag that i can use for future working
4) Watch which is metal strip - kinda of lady-like type
ya.. think only this ba..

And my wish for this coming year:
1) i hope to get a job asap hopefully by april
2) still that loving with my darling, not much big quarrel
3) my ah ma and ah pa healthy
4) can study my degree and complete it asap
5) despite so many stuff to do, i still have time for my beloved friends
6) and lastly for myself, i really hope to slim down
(though i have being thinking of it for long and nothing have being done)

2007-01-31T18:26:00.000+08:00

today is so boring cos i'm sick..
got flu..
so i slack from the time i wake up til now..
haha..
think abit of fever also..
sian sian.. sob sob..

2007-01-29T01:09:00.000+08:00

well... well...
i'm stress...
cos tml got rmw test..
it's 30%..
quite a big portion..
but sad that why must it fall on a monday..
cos i dun like to study during the weekend..
well.. luckily this weekend also nothing much..
just that i stay over at darling's house for the past 2 days..
cos he is sick..
so i stay over to accompany him lol..
this poor little big boi of mine was down with fever from friday..
and just got recovered this morning..
make me so worried..
didn't sleep well ytd night..
cos was busy washing the towel for him to put on his forehead..
haha.. sweet ba..
but he didn't say 'thanks dear to me' at all..
sob sob..
but thanks god that he has recovered..
just left cough and a bit of sore throat ba..
or else middle of this week he will be going for outfield..
i can't imagine him to be sick and being in the wilderness at cck..
i'll be damn worry if this will to happen..
ytd night i thought of him being a medic,
always trying to help others when others are sick..
but when he is sick..
he seems to be so stubborn,
don't want to see doctor..
just eat panadol only.. hai..
really dunno why he is like that..
well well.. just hope that he can get well soon..
and for now.. i need to get back to study..
jia you la.. need to score well for this stupid paper..
and two more exam..
work hard for this few days..
and i'll be graduating soon..
yeah..

2007-01-22T13:56:00.000+08:00

well well..
this week i have 2 major things to complete..
first is the LAM & second is WISP..
let's tell everyone something that i attend ytd..
ytd night i attended my darling's cousin's wedding..
it was held in Rasa Sentosa Resort..
darling's dad pick me up at 5.30pm..
then we drive there..
upon reaching the place,
we can see that most of the notice board had posted the wedding notice..
wow.. imagine your wedding then the hotel put your husband and your name on most notice board.. then everyone who went there can see it..
so nice right..
then we went up to the hotel room..
wow.. the hotel room very nice siaz..
quite big ah..
got one bar place, one living room, one dressing room and one very big bedroom room in it..
wow.. and what more, the balcony is very big..
there is four chairs( those at the swimming pool kind) in the balcony..
so actually even if you dun go down to the pool,
you can suntan at the balcony..
and from the balcony, you can view the whole of palawan beach..
nice siaz..
then in the living room, many bridemates were helping out to do the doorgift..
the door gift is actually a modify kit kat..
they actually went to print calendar with the bride and groom's photo on it..
and fold it to be a wrapper of the chocolate..
on the outside of the wrapping, it's called "love chocolate"
and has their name on it..
very pretty siaz..
and with this idea, they actually help the newly-wed to save alot of money..
then around 6pm, we all went down to the ballroom..
there's cocktail session til 6.30pm..
darling and i went to take photo around and eat a bit of strawberry and mashmallow with the chocolate fongue..
wow.. shoik.. i'm missing it..
haha.. then 6.30pm..
we all went in..
the wedding started with a presentation of what happening in the morning..
the groom fetching the bride process..
the first thing they reached, they asked the groom to wear devil clothes and with his brother dressing up as funny costumes..
then they sing song outside the house..
so funny..
then the sister pass him a paper plate with a lot of lipstick mark on it..
and asked the groom to choose which one is his baby's lipstick mark..
haha.. so funny.. even the parents of the bride were forced to to kiss on it..
so cute lol..
then test him on his baby's IC and he got wrong..
his punishment is to eat chilli haha..
so funny..
then once he went in the house, before he entered the room..
he actually has to read out a pledge of love..
saying that his financial and house will be in charge by his wife..
haha.. so funny..
finally he get to see his bride..
yeah..
as the groom is a regular navy offical,
his wedding has sword bearer as he walked onto the stage..
wow.. cool man..
the whole wedding is so touching and funny..
and they had already went for their honeymoon to new zealand..
so shoik..
how i wish my wedding will be that nice also..
cos both the best friends of the bride and groom made a speech of them...
the most touching one is the bride's best friend..
she is also the MC of the wedding..
she speak prefect chinese and telling everyone a story on how they know each other,
how they meet and currently their friendship is very strong..
while listening to her speech,
i imagine that my wedding having my best friend, dixie to make the speech for me..
wow.. that will be very cool siaz..
hee.. ten years later..
my dream will come true..
yeah..
i love you darling..

2007-01-21T12:05:00.000+08:00

well.. a few project done by this week..
then now left two most important de..
both 30% of it..
which is WISP and LAM..
hai.. sian sian..
then following week on the 29 got RMW major test...
sian siaz..
no time to study le..
then the most sad thing is that my beloved darling..
sob sob sob..
he going to outfield from 29 to 10 feb..
hai.. sob sob..
i'll be alone battling my exam..
really hope that time can pass very fast..

2007-01-16T22:13:00.000+08:00

I'm angry with stupid idiotic darling..
i wan to eat titbit,
he tell me it is fattening..
then he is at his grandma's house..
he is lazy to come find me a while..
i asked him to accompany me buy then he dun wan..
scare that the parents going off..
but at the other side, the parents still laughing and happily talking..
then tell me dun go cos very late..
then why can't you accompany me..
you went to eat good food with your parents..
very full and full til you want to sleep..
but for me..
i ate only that small packet of stuff that my mum packed for me..
then now i'm hungry..
whenever i do assignment i need titbit to make my brain think..
not that you don't know..
but you just too lazy to accompany me..
then tell me that you miss me wan to meet me..
but in the end even if you have that fifteen minutes to meet me,
you also don't want to come and find me at all..
then rather go to eat good food with your parents then come find me..
then go eat good food still come hao lian to me..
make me feel more upset that i only can stay at home to do my stupid RMW!!!
suck la..

2007-01-15T00:11:00.002+08:00

Today is 14 jan..
so happy this few day..
specially for saturday ba..
cos i went shopping the whole day wif my darling..
then i bought two blouse plus a skirt..
then also order from teng's workplace one more skirt..
while my darling bought one long sleeve shirt..
he look so shuai in that shirt..
hee hee..
then today went to pray grandma cos it's her 100 days of death..
then the bad aunt return my sister a stack of photo from grandma's house..
then she keep saying that grandma miss us alot..
well... at least she did see us before she died..
hai... recently, i do miss her a bit..
ya.. today.. my darling bought me two coin bank..
hee hee.. got mickey and minnie on it..
then the other one is piglet and eyeore..
yeah. one put 50 cents, one put one dollar..
i shall onli open it up onli when it's fully full..
hee hee.. save save money..

2007-01-15T00:11:00.001+08:00

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2007-01-05T12:12:00.000+08:00

wow.. i'm here to blog again..
today is a tiring day for me..
cos i slept at around 5 in the morning..
as i had a test(iemp) at 9am..
yawn.. i'm so tired now..
sitting in the library pc now.. so sian..
today is damn bad day lol cos my darling kana summon..
hai.. sian..
hope that it can be settle ba..
ya.. on tuesday that day,
darling brought me to singapore science center to play..
haha.. so fun there..
outside the science center got the waterwork playground for children to play..
quite alot of kids wearing their swimming costumes,
playing with the stuff..
and how does it connected to science center?
haha.. of cos it is related in some way..
it has board telling kid how many proportion of the earth is made of water..
tell them how much water can be drinkable and etc..
then outside the science center also got the kinetic garden..
it stuff about physics..
haha..
well, even before we go into the real science center itself, we can spend close to one hour playing at the outside facilities le..
well, my stupid darling thought that tuesday should not have so many people but he forgotten that it is a public holiday, many parents with their children and tourists went there..
so crowded siaz..
of cos we did see some couple like us going to the science center..
i actually wanted to go to the omni-threater to see open season but then it is kinda of expensive la.. and i can watch it at cheaper source so i forgo the idea of it..
but if i have the money, i will definitely watch it lol..
imagine the 3d effect of all the cartoon character and animal popping in front of you..
just as if i can touch it like that..
so real lol..
well maybe next time lol.. hai..
then we walked walked play play til like 6pm..
didn't want to leave the science center but has no choice cos science center close at 6pm..
so sian.. why so early..
upon going home, we were at the section where there is real-life animal there..
then everyone crowd at the chick hatching place..
cos there is one stubborn chick trying to break the shell to crack out itself..
but it use so little effort how to crack out..
so stupid, after watching for 20 plus minutes, i finally decide to give up on waiting..
waste my time siaz..
well.. this holiday i had alot of fun..
cos darling try to bring me to different place..
just like that day new year eve,
we went out with his parents and grandma to city hall there..
his dad treat us eat sakae..
wow.. we order like as if it is free lol..
so nice.. so full.. so shoik..
heeee... and this few day, darling drive me to school...
and fetch me home..
so fortunate siaz.. :)

2006-12-26T01:34:00.000+08:00

I love my darling so much..
he had four main course for me..
1st main course: baked rice..
2nd main course: black pepper salmon
3rd main course: honey black drumstick..
haha.. and guess what is the 4th one..
it is my christmas present..
haha..
surprise siaz..
he bought me the espirit bag that i wanted..
that day i think is thursday..
we went walk walk..
at orchard..
then he is talking on the phone..
then i'm showing him how nice this bag is..
but he seems like not showing interest to me..
so i walked off..
then he actually bluff me ytd..
went to buy the bag with two of his friends..
and tell me that is his friends who are the one buying stuff..
so bad la..
make me kana cheated..
but then..
at least it is a white lie..
then today..
he drove me up to MT FABER...
haha.. but of cos with the help of me using the street directory..
not very bad.. just made one or two error on the direction..
then we ate in the car..
then went to walk walk..
walk to jewel box..
and even to the tip there, see the merlion and take photo..
hee..
then after that we went to east coast park..
on the way, darling keep asking me to feed him with the jelly that my mummy made..
of cos i got help in making it..
hee.. then at east coast..
as i was wearing heel..
so darling piggyback me cos heel difficult to walk the sand..
hee.. then he said that he will continue to carry me forever..
*muack darling*
then we sit down..
i sat on darling's legs cos quite dirty..
then he hug tight to me..
worried that i'll fall down..
that kind of feeling is so secure and so fortunate..
cos he is my man..
all his action tells me that he will always be there to protect me..
i feel so loved this christmas..
soon.. rain pour and we quickly walked back to the car to head home le..
we drive around the east area..
past by geylang to buy soya bean milk..
haha.. then darling wanted to eat popiah..
but we went to market to search..
the uncle left home le..
so no popiah for him..
poor thing..
so he send me up home..
and stay a while before going home..
to him, tml got to start work le..
to me, tml i got to do my school stuff le..
sob sob.. happy moment just passes so fast especially with your love one..

2006-12-25T16:48:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE..
wow..
i have a wondeful christmas eve ytd..
going out with my darling..
eating and drinking..
hee..
we went to suntec, then MS then fullerton..
hee.. this is our 1st christmas spent together..
so fun and so happy..
and today darling going to cook dinner for his family & me..
really wonder what will he cook..
so secretive..
hee..
*this past few days, we went to different part of singapore..
got go shopping, went to pet safari, went to changi airport, expo..
funny funny places.. haha.. really had an enjoyable holiday..*

2006-12-19T00:17:00.000+08:00

today i went to meet my darling at ikea..
we ate the hotdog, then went to the restaurant to eat..
yeah.. ate my favourite meatball hee hee..
then we walked around ikea..
took some photo..
and play around with the stuff there..
then after that went to bunny's house to play mahjong..
hee hee..
today couple power makes us win..
hee.. first round, darling win 5 plus..
then second round i win close to 3 dollar..
heee hee.. dinner is free for today.. hee hee..

2006-12-17T18:09:00.000+08:00

hee hee.. today is a shopping day..
i went shopping with my mummy..
actually wanted to go bugis village..
ended up in toa payoh onli..
what then..
hahaha..
we bought alot of stuff siaz..
mummy buy me 3 blouse and 2 skirt..
well.. gonna use it for next time working and also for CNY & to go out wear too..
hee hee..
think i just go buy a pair of nice shoes and also jean can le..
then so happy..
for mummy, she bought erm.. let me count ah..
3 from the same shop as me, and 2 more blouse..
total she buy for herself 5 blouse ya..
and then we also buy for dad one polo tees and sis one blouse too..
haha.. of different colour of mum's de..
cos the first shop we went, we spend over 200 plus there..
got 8 items, 6 blouse n 2 skirts..
but there dun have my ah jie de size..
cos she too fat le..
yeah..
then not to forget also buy one belt..
and mask, toiletries stuff.. hee..
and for now, i need to go off le..
cos mummy cook dinner le..
so i need to go makan now..

*today happy happy.. cos no money spend but got alot of thing*

2006-12-17T00:56:00.000+08:00

yeah..
today is a fun and nice day..
though it didn't started very well..
have a quarrel with dar in the morning..
then meet him up at farrer park there cos he going play rubgy..
well..
it is quite silly to see him play rubgy....
cos so many big guy fighting for a ball..
and each other bang onto each other to run to the line..
haha..
dar was being tou poa by them..
haha.. then went back to his house to bath..
i was looking through the newspaper to see any promotion..
starhub selling at 268 la..
then i thought can use dar's dad's voucher but sad to say,
got to ask him go down to register with me then can..
hai..
no point troubling him la..
forget it..
ended up didn't use that 200 voucher..
sian..
but i still got my phone in the end of the day..
cos my darling boy sponsor me hundred dollar..
hee.. then i buy lol..
we went to meet abidah first for the murdoch uni talk..
not bad.. quite good..
then went to takashimaya..
saw my long-lost friend, tracy lim..
haha.. then went to singtel to queue for like close to one hour then got my phone done..
then went to wheelock place to settle dar's nano..
haha.. kinda of heng la..
cos no need to pay money..
it is still under warranty..
one year of warranty..
they will replace him a new set free..
yeah..
then we take bus 7 to bugis cos i wan to buy hp cover..
ya.. quite fun..
cos on the way, we were talking photo and trying to use my phone..
hee hee.. i love it..
but then it's white..
only scared it will get dirty..
haha.. haha.. muack to darling..
then we went to eat the duck kuay diao and duck noodle..
wow..
dunno why when we are super hungry..
anything will taste so nice..
yummy then darling actually wan to bring me to eat the smelly tou fu..
but luckily they no longer sell it le..
or else.. wow.. i will die of that smell siaz..
haha.. then we shop at bugis village..
walked through it, got more shop nowadays..
then also asked a few shop, compare price plus quality..
ended up buying the more expensive one..
cos better quality ba..
haha.. hee.. then went back home le..
saw my beloved cutie niece that i long never seen..
trying to carry her but she is so heavy now..
haha.. my sister really know how to feed the kids siaz..
all fat fat de..
hee hee. just like the father..
then for my dear darling, overslept on my house floor again..
and ended up taking cab home..
he must be glad that his place is not very far from mine siaz..
or else, taxi fare for mid-night charge will be damn expensive lol..

*thanks darling for sponsor me for the phone* hee.. muacks..

2006-12-10T01:24:00.000+08:00

i wan to buy w850i..
can anyone tell me what is the lowest price they have seen in the market..
i hear last week, 2 and 3 dec at noverna square,
it is selling at 99 dollar..
and now singtel is selling at $199..
so is there any other place currently selling at $99 or below $199..
anyone know pls tag to me.. thanks alot..

2006-12-05T02:53:00.000+08:00

hai..
this week is a bad week..
darling got his posting..
he is posted to selerang camp..
somewhere is south changi road..
hai.. damn far la..
if got nightoff or bookout, got to travel very far..
hai.. bad bad..
sob sob..
hopefully he can get to post out to some other nearer place..
and then this week got to chiong RMW and SHRM & IEMP project..
and also weekend got to study for my LAM..
hai hai..
but can say that today de RMW test is quite alright..
and i got back my LAM individual assignment..
quite happy about it..
at least it is one of the highest score i saw among my classmate..
hee..
hope that holiday can come soon and darling can clear some leave..
then we can go sentosa ya..
hee. hee..

2006-12-03T23:13:00.000+08:00

this weekend is well spend..
friday.. i got to meet up with some friend that i long see
haha.. nice chat..
then rush to meet my darling cos he bookout earlier than expected..
hee..
so happy..
but then kinda of sad cos he fall asleep on his bed and then i sneaked out of his house to go home..
he onli managed to wake up at 4 plus..
to find me not around him..
and called me..
but i'm already back home sleeping le..
haha.. then he came over to find me at 1 plus..
then i study..
he play game..
then around 4 plus.. we went to shop & save to buy food..
cos at nite cooking pasta to eat..
ya.. pasta.. but not me nor him cooking..
is my mummy who is the one cooking..
hee hee..
damn nice la..
ate two plate of pasta...
yummy..
then went to buy dinner for dar's grandma to eat and visit her til 10 like that..
went to buy ice cream and back home to study til 12 like that..
hee.. then darling was playing game while i study..
then actually wanted to watch gradiator..
but he fall asleep within ten minutes..
hahaha.. stupid..
then we both went to sleep..
hahaha..
then today morning..
darling's fault..
took my bed.. ended me got to sleep on the sleep..
and i wake up with my bodyache..
sob sob..
then he pull me to bed to sleep onli at this morning ten o'clock..
then he dunno from where manage to detach wireless and was playing dota..
no wonder he didn't call me wake up til i auto wake up at 1 plus..
then he called his friends..
got to remember that he need to go sew his third serg rank cos he going to pop on tuesday..
then called his mummy..
manage to ask her to come pick us up and send us to army market to get his clothes done..
then on our way back..
i forget to bring ezilink card..
so went to back my house to take before going to his house for him to change..
then printed my notes at his house also..
then around 5 plus we headed to orchard..
lalala.. went to sakura to have dinner with his bunk mate..
and ate alot..
haha.. nice nice..
but the oyster there really drop the standard..
getting more and more awful in taste...
hai..
then darling send me back home..
and he went back le..
now.. got to seriously study for my rmw test for tml..

2006-11-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

darling.. kinda of missing you now..
10 o'clock now..
most of the time..
we should be chatting on the phone at this time..
but today i'm at home..
doing the normal routine..
but you are in the forest at Lentor there..
how is the sky up your head?
got any star tonight?
really hold that tml can quickly come..
and you can hug me again..
so sian.. this weekend got to study for rmw test..
hai.. just got to tahan for 2 more weeks..
and will have break..
and i can manage my time properly to finish my group project and individual..
i'm lacking of sleep..
but i dun wan to sleep beside you..
haha.. cos you snore loud loud..
haha.. and you take up most of the bed and left me in that small corner of your tini single bed..
haha.. counting down to tml..
to see you again..
21 hours more ba.
hee..

2006-11-29T21:04:00.000+08:00

hai.. fall sick again..
this time is fever..
guess not enough sleep ba..
and darling is giving me more headache..
hai..
i help settle my friend's problem..
ended up my bf shot me with those problem..
and asked me abt trust and whether i find another guy..
hai.. project give me enough headache..
and yet...
he is not understanding enough..
tml he going field camp..
won't be contacting for whole day..
hai..
this few week is so hectic for me..
i'm going to compile my iemp and shrm le..
if i dun rush out the work..
i can't rush my project mate for the work..
if i delay.. drag..
then the more likely they will also..
hai.. it's hard to lead the group..
i'm tired..

2006-11-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

wow..
this few weeks are really packed..
everyday do hw or assignment til quite late...
kinda of tired..
sian sian..
just hope that holiday can faster come..
at least can relaz a bit but still i got to do finish up my rmw and shrm individual..
and then do group project..
hai.. packed..
maybe just find a few day out..
i wanna go sentosa to play..
but i got to go on diet in order to wear my bikini..
i've gain damn lotz of weight recently..
sob sob..

2006-11-25T17:12:00.000+08:00

today is a disappointing day..
despite how well it started..
i just felt that my whole day is wasted..
nothing..
doing nothing..
hai.

2006-11-24T02:40:00.000+08:00

hai.. this week is bad..
though today i have cleared my LAM by 4 pm and submit before the deadline..
but then EPM presentation was quite badly done
and worse still..
today my temper is quite bad..
i break down while talking to dar..
and i feel quite sad..
guess i miss him too much and due to the stress..
i really hope he can give me more morale support..
i just finish my rmw group e-learning an hour ago..
then went to do my shrm e-learning..
so now left with iemp haven't touch..
wow.. stress..
stress..
i really hope for holiday to faster come..
and hope that darling can take off then can go out to play..
sob sob sob..
tml seem so far away..

2006-11-22T00:04:00.000+08:00

sob sob sob..
i hate this week..
cos i need to submit to written report..
which i haven't even started at all..
one is epm..
one is lam..
sob sob sob..
someone help me..

2006-11-14T22:06:00.000+08:00

wow.. so sian..
it has being a week since i last blog..
recently my body quite weak..
kana a bit of rain..
then got headache..
got flu or noseblock..
today got a bit of cough..
hai.. sad sad sad..
the weather is making me sick..
project deadline is coming soon..
every week has one..

this week got : WISP fairy tales sterotyping..

next week( 6th week): LAM assignment & EPM report- 23 nov 06

(7th week): IBS data gathering call- 28 nov 06
& SHRM-IEMP group project on 1 dec 06

(8th week): RMW Group Project - 4 dec 06
& RMW mini test - 4 dec 06
& EPM Assignment 2 - 7 dec 06
& WISP Assignment 2 - 7 dec 06

(9th week) - common test week.. onli LAM paper.. (heng)

(week 10 and 11 )- cool man.. it's two week holiday but got to rush my project which mostly due after the holiday break.. but still can slack a bit.. haha..

*new year day*

(week 12) - RMW group project role play - 3 jan 2007
& IEMP mini test- 5 jan 07

(week 13)- SHRM-IEMP Group Project submission (final) - 10 jan 2007
& EPM assignment 2 - 11 jan 2007

(week 14)- RMW individual assignment 2- 15 jan 2007
& IBS solution selling call - 16 jan 2007

(week 15) - LAM group project - 25 jan 2007
& WISP assignment 3 - 25 jan 2007
SHRM individual assignment - 26 jan 2007

(week 16) RMW test - 29 jan 2007

(week 17 &18)- study and exam week..

yeah.. and finally.. after all this.. i will have completed my POLYTECHNIC EDUCATION..
hee. hee.. but all this seem so long.. and stress..

2006-11-08T23:39:00.000+08:00

Well.. first of all..
I have to say..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIRLEEN..
sorry that i wasn't present to give you the surprise..
cos i went to meet my bf..
ya..
had a very full dinner at pasta mania with dar..
we ate free except the smoothie drink..
cos we got the "bonus card" given by his uncle who work at pasta mania..
so we ate free ya..
hee hee..
but the desert doesn't taste that nice i guess..
but then it is so full and nice..
wow.. hee.. hee..

2006-11-07T00:57:00.000+08:00

It is 12.51 am..
by right, i should be lying on my bed..
but then i tried..
but i can't get myself to fall asleep..
i have being thinking of dar..
missing him badly..
though i just saw him ytd..
but then i still miss him alot..
cos i didn't get to talk to him properly today and ytd nite..
i just hope to have a proper good nite from him
before he fall asleep..
sob sob sob..
as love grow..
i started to become more demanding and possessive..
i started to become very dependant on him..
hope that he can spend all his book out time with me..
hope that he is just mine..
hope that i can spend as much as time with him as possible..
then i started to choose to go out with him than my friends..
and whenever he want to go out with his friends..
i will be upset..
cos he can't accompany..
i know this is a very selfish act..
trying to take away all his freedom from him..
i'm sorry darling..
all is my fault to love u so much that i wan to possess you..
sob sob sob..
i miss you alot..

2006-11-04T15:45:00.000+08:00

today is saturday..
most of the sat, i'll be out with my dar..
but then today..
i got to stay at home..
cos he doing guard duty in camp today..
so i'll be good girl to stay at home to do my hw and do a bit of my individual project research..
act guai to be at home ba..
hahaha..
but good things is that if i can finish off all my hw for next week tutorial..
i can spend my other time to do my project..
cos normally weekend go out or go dar's house..
though i spend time with him but i didn't study much..
so today, next weekend and next next sat when he can't go out with me..
due to his army stuff,
i can stay at home and do my school stuff..
as i have to submit my individual assignment task 1 for RMW(relationship management in workplace) on 13 of nov..
and LAM individual on 20 of nov..
and i have my IS project and also my SHRM & IEMP to do..
maybe next weekend can call my project mate to do together in school..
ya lol..
got to rush for project..
this is the last semester..

just now i was discussing with mummy on what is my future path..
ytd i actually brought all my broucher to school for ms fong to help me see through..
and finally came up with a decision that i'll go study Murdoch University..
cos i can study part time and then work in the day..
i think one week only study 3 times and each day study 3 hours..
so i think not bad..
and they even have master in HRM..
so after i got my degree, i can go work for 3 years and farther my study in master..
and by the age of 27, i should be able to get my master..
this is my aim and my goal for my future..
cos i onli plan to get marry at 30..
so study should not affect my plan with dar about marriage at 30 plus..
but this 10 years will be a tough path to go through..
but i believe in if i work hard, i will manage and get what i aim for...
by then, i should be able to give mum a good life with my salary..
and by then she will be 60 plus..
in 6 years time, she will be 63.. which is her retirement years..
and i should be able to give her a better life..
i just wan to get a degree as fast as possible and give allowance for her..
so that she dun have to always work so hard..
and have so much health problem..
whatever my sis can't afford to give to my mum..
i will want to satisfy my mum wish..
growing up to be a successful person and not letting her worry for me..

2006-11-01T01:18:00.000+08:00

Today is a bad day for me..
well i should say it started quite badly..
firstly.. i dropped my laptop on the bus to school..
the right side of the laptop screen connector spoilt..
hai.. hear from cliffton that if repair need 500 dollar..
sian..
then during lesson..
make some upset thing happened..
though at the later part of the day..
i'm okay le..
thanks to yan for accompany me..

then after that went to abidah's house for hari raya visit..
first time being to a malay friend house for visit..
haha..
her mum very nice..
cook for us..
and abidah's house look very cosy..
her room is painted bright pink siaz..
so nice..
unlike mine is just white..
hai.. so boring colour..
then she has alot of stuff bought from ikea..
haha.. stuff as mirror, clock(very pretty) and etc..
when we abt to go..
her mum even give us green packet..
then i see that it is white..
i even asked fatin, why not green in colour de..
haha.. then got to know there's different colour de..
hahaha.. paiseh.. first time so a bit blur..
hee hee..

but then at the end of the day..
i'm kinda of sad..
cos dar told me that this weekend he got to do guard duty..
he will onli be booking out on sunday morning and booking in on that nite..
we onli have abt 12 hours plus to spend together for this entire week..
wat a short week..
then next week he go for hospital and firestation attachment..
then sat and sun got to do duty for the day time..
late nite then go home to rest..
and the last week before he pop from medic course,
that sat he also got to do duty..
which mean i will have a lot of missing for him for the entire month..
cos actually already very hard to meet..
very little time spent..
yet his idiot dog serg didn't prevent them from getting duty but yet keep taking in those duty to his group of buddy to do..
he just did guard duty last friday..
and he got to do another two more this friday and saturday..
what the hell siaz..
hai..

friday jalan kayu i will not have him around..
somehow dun feel like going out on friday le..
think i may just stay at home on sat too to do my individual assignment..
hai..

*darling.. i miss you badly*

2006-10-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

then for sat..
darling went back camp for practical..
cos he failed his test that day...
then me meet ling, abidah, yan, lan and chin go to the career fair..
they said must wear very formal...
business casual clothes..
so i actually wear high heel but luckily b4 i went out of my house,
i bought along my slipper..
hahaha..
so i was late.. actually should say that everyone were late..
ling was the first, then follow by me..
so we go makan subway first..
then abt to finish, abidah called me and she reached le..
the lay chin and rui lan were damn late la..
they were one hours plus late..
haiyo..
then b4 we went to suntec..
we go up to the candy shop at 3 floor to buy my candy..
ya.. then when walking through city link..
we kept stopping here and there to see the shop got what stuff inside..
sale.. hahaha.. actually also to wait for xinyan to reach..
then we went over..
queue to get the goodie bag so that we can go in..
so troublesome..
but then it was good that i went there..
cos at there, i saw alot of different uni..
local or private de, alotz of them offord HR courses..
so i can have a better choices of which uni to go after i graduate..
then went to MS to walk walk..
sit at secret recipt with lan, ling and chin..
hahaha.. eat the cake and lan took out the camera to take photo..
so lame.. hahaha..
then chin dun wan to pei he ta.. the photo all ugly de..
hahah..
then darling came and pick me up..
also drive the girls to chinatown too..
then me and dar went to makan my TIAN JI porridge..
while they went shopping..
so we spit..
wow.. the TIAN JI is so nice.. we order the GONG BAO JI TING and LU DOU FU..
hahah.. then i ate porridge while dar ate rice..
and he was so damn hungry that he ate 3 bowls of rice..
hahaha.. then when we finish that time..
he was so full.. so am i..
big tummy.. hahaha..
but it is damn nice la.. wow.. wow.. i love that.. yummy..
then we went to walk walk..
to exercise after eating so much..
hahaha..
went to the chinatown market to walk walk..
bought some toiletries as it is damn cheap..
hahah.. then dar help me buy pad.
i never see a guy hold the pad as though it is tissue paper..
most guy will find it unlucky to touch..
haha but darling is so different.. heee...
i'm so lucky to have him..
my future husband.. heee..
one who will help me change the baby's diaper and buy my pad for me..
haha...
then we went back his house at 9 plus..
cos my poor dar is so tired after a long day..
^end of my sweet sat^

2006-10-29T23:46:00.000+08:00

today is sunday..
the last day of weekend..
one week has gone again.. hai..
this week is a short week..
darling book out on friday..
we meet at thomas there..
he ate minced meat mee..
while i ate two half boiled eggs..
ya... it's so nice.. cos i added alot of pepper and black sweet sauce..
then dar still hungry..
so we went to the most crispy prata there to eat indian rojak..
wow.. the person took damn long to give us the receipt..
actually he say is 2 dollar..
then ended up he give us 1.50 receipt..
haha.. 4 items for $1.50, it's damn cheap la.. haha
then we went back to dar's house to watch tv..
and i stay there til 1 plus then dar drove me back home..
^end of friday news^

2006-10-25T21:30:00.000+08:00

HAI.. tml got presentation for my EPM..
and darling fails his test today..
maybe needs to go back camp on sat to do retest..
SOB SOB..
2 more days to weekend..

today:
mrs tit is very stubborn..
she flash the personality test on the projector..
then expect us to copy everything..
when we suggest that we borrow from her to go to vins to photocopy..
she insist that it is against the copyright law..
and said that cannot..
and want me to go to the library to borrow book to photocopy for the class instead..
what the hell..
so troublesome..
she is so stubborn..
no matter how the class tried to persuade her to lend us to photocopy..
she dun wan.. say cannot..
hai..
then i was nearly pull by yan, lan and ling to woodland for shopping..
haha.. but my bus came and i pull abidah on board..
despite they pull my bag.. but they ended giving up to let me go home..
i'm so tired..
i went to nap til 7 plus..
timothy sms me abt my grouping for the 3 hr module..
but then i have already being booked..
hahaha.. too bad..
cos i won't group with others without my dear xinyan de..
hahahaha..
mummy reaching sg at 9.40..
ten more minutes..
and i'm thinking what will she buy..
heee.. eager for her to come back..
and also i miss her..
days at home without her seem so sian..
cos onli me and dad.. and there's no topic between him and me..
ya lol.. though i have fun without mummy this weekend..
but this cos i have darling to accompany me..
but if mummy goes holiday on weekday then i will be damn sian le...
yawn..
my laptop has no ppt..
cos no microsoft program..
so got to type on notepad and ask dequan to help me transfer to slides..
but i dun have the mood to do the ppt..
boring..

2006-10-24T18:54:00.000+08:00

wow wow..
i have a wonderful weekend with my darling..
hee hee.. ya..
sunday we went to vivo city..
but it is damn crowded lol..
i guess maybe it's new so alot of people went there to take a look..
there's a few new shops..
can make it a place for me to go when i buying for new year clothes..
hahaha..
then after that.. we took mrt and change bus to chomp chomp..
wow.. we have a heavy dinner there..
guess what the two of us ate?
hahaha....
it's so much that the boy sitting next table of us said"wow"
haha..
we ate stingray and chu chu with rice, popiah, fried carrot cake, pizza and a large sugarcane drink..
hahaha..
our food fill up the whole of the table which is meant for four seater..
hahaha..
so full.. yummy..
then we went to a cafe or bar to watch soccer..
cos dar meet his army friends there to see the match between man u and liverpool..
and dar bet the match as draw..
but then the result came is that man u score 2 and liverpool 0..
so man u lost..
hahaha... no luck..
then we and another 3 more of his friends were deciding where to go..
then we came up with the idea of playing mahjong..
so went to my house to take the tiles..
and headed back to dar's house to play..
haha.. instead of using a square table with mahjong paper..
we used a round table cos no square table..
so stupid.. played til 2 plus.
his friends were all tired.. so they went home..
we lost 30 cents onli..
hee hee.. well.. we are just playing for the fun of it lol..
then slept at dar's house and he drove me to school next day morning..
then ytd we did nothing..
today also.. but perhaps some time spend together before he goes back to camp tonight lol..
sad.. my weekend so fast going to pass le.. hai..

2006-10-22T00:20:00.000+08:00

hahaha..
i have disappeared from online world for 5 days..
every day went to school..
then always come back home in the evening..
cos i either i went for tuition or i went out with my friends..
then so tired..
i have being a good girl sleeping at 11 plus everynite..
but today i'm super hyper..
cos ytd i slept 12 hours..
so i have charged up my energy for tonight le..
hee hee..
ya.. school started.. was attending lectures for the past few days..
got to know some new tutors and lectures..
some are nice.. some are suck..
such as the IBS lectures.. hai.. no comment for her..
dun like her lesson but i heard from other tutor saying that my tutorial teacher is a nice one..
or else i think i will hate IBS this module le..
and then went to attend LAM lecture..
wow.. andy oh lecture..
he is my tutor too..
he is so charming siaz..
even xinyan also become guai becos of his presence..
haha.. she told me that"andy oh lesson, got to do his tutorial hw.."
my god.. just becos yandao.. hahaha..
so funny.. then i have finished doing my monday tutorial hw ytd..
cos this weekend spending with my dar dar..
i know that i won't have time for tutorial.. so i better do it beforehand..
got to manage both my studies and my relationship..
ya.. today i was out with my darling..
we went to city hall..
actually wanted to go bugis..
but then changed my mind..
so headed to raffles city, then suntec and marine square..
at raffles city.. we went into one of the shop..
it sell funnie party stuff..
and they have sour spray candy..
so i bought one small bottle of that and keep on spraying it into my mouth..
nice nice.. hahaha..
and at suntec..
when we just enter the building..
we smell bak tu tee..
wow.. suddenly have the urge to eat and drink the soup..
so we went to hunt for it..
went to the foodcourt at suntec..
but sad to say.. dun have..
so we headed to MS foodcourt..
also dun have..
so we ended up eating roasted chicken rice and prawn dumpling soup..
cos that time teng told me it's nice..
so we tried..
but then the roasted chicken a bit overcooked..
the burning taste very strong..
eee... not that nice.. though alot of people queue for it..
then after that..
darling was tired..
so we headed back his home..
lalalala...
tml i'm going vivo city.. yeah..

2006-10-16T23:05:00.000+08:00

well.. finally the funeral is finally..
erm.. didn't cry much this few day..
just feel sad and irritated by one of my relative(bastard)
and things finally go through smoothly..
last nite..
all the cousin and i including my sister decorated the coffin..
putting flowers onto it..
then it look quite nice..
haha.. and then today went home 4 plus..
went to eat dinner..
then actually wanted to bath first before i sleep..
but then i lie on my bed..
then just too tired and fall asleep le..
hahaha.. sleep til 9 plus then wake up and go bath..
then call my darling..
poor darling.. kana caught by serg for using phone..
and got his phone confiscated..
then lend phone from friend..
but he is smart enough to take off the sim card and give the serg a empty phone..
hahaha.. but this friday he got guard duty so he won't be booking out..
got to wake til sat morning then book out..
and he will sure be sleeping til late afternoon then wake up..
this weekend is spend on the funeral..
darling came on friday nite, sat nite and sunday morning til late afternoon..
we went for lunch or supper together..
cos the food at the funeral are all vegetarian food..
i've being eating it for like four days..
very sick of that kind of food..
and today the meal at the temple is so horrible..
worst still.. once i step into that canteen in the temple..
i smell the flour.. yuck.. but i'm so hungry.. so no choice but to eat..
but think i won't eat that til maybe a long time..
eeeee..... now i'm so hungry..
my dinner at 4 plus have being fully digested..
think i'm going to sleep soon..
tml got 9am lesson.. sian...
back to school tml le..
today skip lesson due to the last day of funeral..
need to send ah ma for the last time..
but what i experience is all very amazing..
saw the bone that leftover after the burning..
i thought everything wll be ashes.. but actually it is quite nice in shape..
and the skull was onli burn into 2 piece..
guess nowadays the burning skill at the cemetarian is very hi-tech..
hahaha..
well.. i'm okay now.. back to normal..
as i said.. it takes time to heal..
so like my cousin(the one who cry so much on the first day, guy)
he didn't really cry that much after the second day le..
guess everyone just need time to cool down themselves..
and take the fact that life still need to go on as usual.

*thanks everyone who have shown care and concern for me during this period of the time*

2006-10-12T23:38:00.000+08:00

The last moment of ah ma is very scary..
she look so old..
so pale..
her heartbeat stop..
her face started to turn white..
deep down in my heart.. she didn't hurt me..
she maybe didn't love me as much as the other cousin..
but she still care for me..
she is still my grandma..
thinking of all the regret for not seeing her for the past 6 years..
i'm sorry..
looking at her..
thinking that last week..
i went to see her..
she is quite pale.. her heart is beating fast..
she touch my face..
say out my name very loud..
i cried..
and last sat.. i went with dar to see her..
she smile to me..
ask me when i want to marry..
what dialect is han belong to..
whether his parents are still around..
actually deep down my heart..
i have alot to say to her..
but i dun speak hokkien well..
words are kept in my heart not saying out..
i feel very terrible..
if onli she can understand chinese..
i can say out what i want to say to her..
that i do miss her..
but dad and mum dun allow me to see her..
sorry for not coming to visit til she was in the hospital..
but words can't be said..
and she won't be able to hear anymore le..
ah ma.. i do love you..
maybe i didn't say out..
but i do feel it.. in my heart..
sorry for being unfilial to you for not seeing you for the past 6 years..
sorry..

2006-10-12T23:14:00.000+08:00

There's always many regret in life..
Today i make a regret in my life..
this morning when i was with my darling at the skin center..
i look to the direction of Tan Tock Seng hospital..
thinking whether to go and see her or not..
I was thinking that she maybe okay..
so i ended up didn't go and see her..
I went lunch with dar and his parents..
then send him back camp and i went home sleep..
sleep til 6 plus..
a call came..
it was my second grandma..
she say that everyone is looking for us..
cos my grandma is in a dangerous stage..
mum put down the phone and quickly call me to wake up..
then we took a cab down..
upon reaching there..
everyone was standing outside the wards room..
everyone was crying..
the doctors were all rescusing her..
we can't go in at all..
then news came by and say that she won't be able to go through tonight..
the whole environment is full of crying and upset..
dad rushed down..
finally he came to see his mum..
after 6 years..
sat i went to see her..
she looked prefectly okay..
she smiled and asked me when i want to marry..
before i left..
she did say called dad to come and see her..
she want to have a talk with him..
but i didn't pass the message to dad..
not that i dun dare to but i know dad's temper.. he won't want to see her..
so i kept silent about going there..
then today my regret of not going there..
when the doctor called us to see her last moment..
her heart beat wasn't balance....
when someone called her..
she will beat faster.. she is trying hard to survive..
but her heart is weak..
everyone called her..
called her to open the eyes to look at us..
before she goes.. but then her eyelid move..
but her eyes can't open at all..
then this crying and calling and sad moment lasted for 1 hours plus..
she die at 8 plus..
the heartbeat stop..
she is gone..
i cried.. cos she may have did alot of bad thing to my family..
but she didn't hurt me.. she is still my grandma..
she takes care of me when i'm born til 3..
despite after 6 years of not seeing her..
i may not miss her at times..
but she still place a minor position in my heart..
not for her..
i won't be born for now.. cos she give birth to my dad..
but the most upset thing is that..
i had throw temper on my dar..
dar sorry..
sorry for hunging up your phone..
but i dun meant it.. my feeling is not standard and your background noise is very loud..
i really don't feel like talking..
and i really forgotten abt saying bye before putting down..
sorry.. but i hope you can understand my feeling.. i dun mean to neglect you..

* ah ma.. i hope that you can go off smoothly.. dun need to worry for us.. everyone has grow up.. we know how to take care of ourselves.. thanks for growing me up when i'm small*

2006-10-12T01:22:00.000+08:00

wow.. today i went for my serangoon tuition..
just one tuition today cos the other 3 tuition kids have finished their exam..
so they got to rest..
no idea for my pri 6 whether they will continue or not..
but then my sec 1 and this serangoon will carry on for the next year..
but then my pri 6 the one which live next block of me did hint that she will want to continue next year sec one..
but she needs to see her result and posting of secondary school..
haha.. i dun mind teaching her nowadays..
cos she started to be scared of me and listen to my words..
and she has shown improvement from her prelim one to prelim two..
and what's more..
she give me high pay and onli once a week..
so near.. why not earn this easy money..
hahaha..
then after tuition.. actually i planned to go to sengkang's tuition kid house to collect tuition fees...
but upon waiting for the bus 74..
the mother called me and said they going out for dinner..
so asking whether i can come later or other day..
so i decided to head back home instead..
then on my way home, darling sms me that he not having any night off today..
so i can't meet up with him tonight..
so i ended up going to bunny's house for mahjong session..
and guess what..
who is the master mind of the game..
xylia.. haha.. weird that she will call me to play mahjong
then i reach bunny's house area at 6.45..
then went for dinner..
at the market..
and then play three people mahjong..
then after a while.. bunny's mum join in..
and she see to be very eager to play..
so no choice..
cos ru peng came too late..
and he doesn't want to play.. so let bunny's mum play..
haha.. and we played til 12. 30 like that..
ended up..
bunny's mum lost to the son by 7 plus dollar..
so bunny didn't win any money..
haha.. haha.. so sad..
and me, xylia and ru peng took a cab home..

*tml darling got off for a short while cos he having medical appointment at the skin center.. hahaha.. then i'm meeting my darling.. yeah*

2006-10-07T01:15:00.000+08:00

WOW.. today is a big high fun day..
haha.. cos i have a few of my friends..
but then we all bring in some more friends and boyfriends..
then it all make out like around 10 people..
haha...
TODAY IS THE MOONCAKE FESTIVAL..
oh ya..
then got me, my beloved darling, dix, ling and her two friends, teng and bernard, xinyan and her new friend - melvin...
haha.. and cliffton join in us at 11 plus..
then so fun siaz..
those people that put my off aeroplane such as laychin, ruilan and my other sec sch..
sure have miss the chance..
and also miss the chance to see the melvin..
wow.. haha..
xinyan is power la..
know this guy for one day then he date her le..
but then got ling as lightbulb..
oh.. haha.. damn funny..
he is so lame..
keep talking lame joke to us..
but then onli my bf listen..
and his last joke is dao qiang is what colour..
It is blue..
cos dao qiang bu lu..
haha.. stupid..
damn lame la..
haha.. but then overall..
i have a damn nice day...
wow.. tml going ubin to play..
yeah..
i have my darling to cycle me..
hee hee.. or maybe we walk..
hee hee.. see first la..

2006-10-05T02:00:00.001+08:00

hai.. quite sad now..
cos i have being to my beloved tb 32's blog..
and feel that i have being missing alot of fun that they are having..
recently, cliffton's birthday..
the cancel of ubin trip cos not enough people..
and ruilan, ling and yan recently always go out with chin too..
wow.. i so envy them..
i have being busy with tuition and bf..
and got not much times for my beloved tb 32..
mostly left for my family and my darling..
hai.. i feel sad..
but then my darling also feel that too..
he feel that he has not being meeting up with his friends for long also..
hai.. have we being too close together cos we spend every book out time together..
then somehow i neglected my friends..
cos for my sec sch friend..
they have being meeting up on sunday for mahjong or meal..
but i always put them off aeroplane..
hai.. sorry everyone..
i feel so bad..
but then i think nov and dec..
i will be very free..
cos not much tuition le..
and that will be the time i start school and concentrate on studying hard for last sem..
just now was looking at my cca point..
that's miserable la..
i dunno how to get 30 more cca point in next sem..
hai.. sob.. i really hope to go into local uni.. at least can go in NUS..
can be with darling same uni..
but then with my lousy result..
hard la..
sad.. sad...

2006-10-05T02:00:00.000+08:00

2006-10-04T23:48:00.000+08:00

today is a tiring day..
cos i had two tuition..
tml also the same..
but tml i give 1.5hrs gap for the two tuition..
for enough travelling time..
haha..
today i had the one next to my block de..
then the other is sengkang de..
then rush back to toa payoh for dinner at darling's granny's house..
hai.. by the time i reach, i already starve like hell..
then his grandma fried extra eggs for me..
hee.. hee.. cos she scared i got not enough food to eat..
wow.. then we went off to buy ice cream to eat..
then went back my house for a while..
but while i was bathing, darling has fallen asleep on my bedroom's floor..
hai.. then he nap til 10.40 then went back home..
guess he also very tired..
poor boi..

2006-10-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

hai..
today is a day of sad and happiness..
happy that my tuition goes smoothly..
and tonight i get to see my darling for supper..
cos he got book out as tml he will be going to sembawang medical center for 1 week attachment..
but sad thing is that i went to tan tock seng hospital..
cos my real grandma admitted to the ICU..
well.. not many of my friends know that my grandma thing..
but today i told xinyan..
cos i sms her that i was fan and she called me..
ya.. this is what happen..
my second gu gu called my house at 1 plus..
saying that ah ma went into the ICU..
then ask for my parents' hp no..
but i dunno my dad's no..
so ended up they manage to contact my mum..
my mum called my sis..
so my sis called me and say that she and mum going to see ah ma..
asked me whether i can make it..
so i push my tuition backward to 7.30..
and met they all at TTS around 5 plus..
when we got up to the third storey..
we saw gu gu and my cousin(male) crying quite badly..
then my da gu came out..
and called us to go in..
but must two person go in at one times..
hai.. then mum and sis went in..
then the xiao gu came out and pull me in..
my god.. i thought wat happen..
scared me.. then saw ah ma.. so i call her..
she nearly wanna hug me.. i was shocked and nearly cried out..
hai.. but i tried to control myself la..
then we went out cos the doctor say wanna help ah ma take out the water in the lung..
then waited for half hour..
i feel that my sis and my mum are quite heartless.. didn't have much feeling to her..
but to me.. i dun hate her.. cos she didn't do anything harmful to me ba..
and her touch on my face really touch my heart to cry for her..
then every other cousin that came to see ah ma cried..
guess onli my family was calm..
cos after all.. we haven't seen her for 6 years.. cos she did something bad on my sister's wedding and my parents didn't wan to care and see her anymore..
so from sec 1 onward.. after my sister's wedding..
i have not seen her anymore..
she didn't change much.. just older..
but after the half hour of removing the excess water.
she looked much better and breath better le..
and she can talk properly le..
not long.. we left the hospital..
hai.. my mum and sis predicted that she will be okay..
and won't die..
i dunno.. i feel that my mum and sis are quite bad..
say all those stuff in front of the other relative..
but maybe is cos that because ah ma had did all the bad thing to them and they still have the hatred in them..
hai.. well.. at least i know she is okay le..
i feel more safe..
cos my tuition kids are all having exam this month..
if anything happen..
i dunno how to handle my tuition..
well.. just hope that everything will go smooth and she will recover..
cos she has being staying in hospital for 6 days le..
the bill should be quite ex.. especially in the ICU..

2006-10-01T03:01:00.000+08:00

today i have a fun day with my darling..
cos we went out..
then he drive..
but of cos..
we read the map with the help of his mum before we go out..
so that we make sure that we can get to the place correctly..
ya.. so we went to marine parade..
hee.. cos i wanted to go east coast park..
but cos the weather is quite bad..
so we went to walk walk first..
when we reach there..
it's 6 plus..
my stomach is hungry..
so we went to the food center there to makan dinner..
wow.. order chicken rice..
and hokkien mee..
and the fried tou fu..
i think the best is the tou fu...
cos it is so nice..
but it is quite hot too..
cos they fried it fresh..
wow.. i'm starting to miss it le..
heee..
then we went to the marine parade to walk walk..
wow.. at there i found out that they extend the shopping mall lol..
now it is so much bigger and more shop in it lei..
nice one..
hee.. then went to the arcade..
haha.. darling was playing the shooting game..
wow.. his aiming is so perfect..
even the little boi standing beside him was like 'wow" here and there..
haha.. so funny.. then we drive to east coast.,.
quite silly..
cos it is so near..
but then he lazy to walk ma..
so drive there..
then we went to have ice cream at the Gelare Cafe..
haha.. i didn't know that marine parade has one too..
but i thought was different one..
so i ended up there..
yeah..
we have one large waffle with two scoop of ice cream and fruit on it..
haha.. so nice..
yummy..
then we went to buy sparker to play..
wow.. hee.. ya.. kinda of kiddish..
but then it's so fun..
it let me remember the time we have when we were sec 4..
that time the mooncake festival..
me, dar, xylia, xylia's sibling and one more guy(i forget the name)..
we were playing candles and the sparker..
wow.. let me remember the past..
then we sat near the sea.. using the nano..
i requested darling to sing song for me..
hee.. hee.. so long never hear him sing song to me lol..
then we sing dual song..
so funny.. the nano got the lyrics.. then we sing..
haha.. then darling say my singing was bad..
sob.. but his wasn't that good too..
bleah :op
erm.. then we play til 11 plus..
went back..
actually still wanted to go somewhere but then darling is tired..
so we just go jalan jalan at the expressway to city area and go home le..
hee.. so fun..
i have a wonderful day..
yeah.. yeah...
hee.. darling.. thanks for making me so happy..
i feel so fortunate to have you..
cos you will always try to give me the best and everything..
*i'm so loved by you*

2006-09-30T01:24:00.000+08:00

wow.. today is friday midnight..
so boring right..
actually not realli..
cos i'm watching the animation love hina..
haha.. guess alot of people will say..
it's so cold le.. why am i watching it now..
well.. cos ling la..
ytd night she intro me one animation call ouran high school..
then i was thinking of watching love hina instead..
haha.. so i went to youtube and watch til like 3 plus..
wow.. tired..
but then i slept til like 1 plus then i woke up..
was reading some of my friends' blog..
dunno why a few of them are quite troubled by things that happened around them recently..
just hope that they can settle with things..
and be happy..
smile..
life will still need to go on despite any problem come by..
so rather than to hide away from it..
we got to be brave and face reality and try to think of a way to solve problem k..

may all the people around be happy..
hee.. :o)

2006-09-28T00:32:00.000+08:00

hello everyone..
i'm here to blog something..
hee hee..
last weekend is my mummy's birthday..
then i brought her to the new york new york at the citylink there..
the food was quite nice..
mummy had the meatball spagetti..
darling has the bbq rib..
i have the creamy half roasted chicken penne..
the meatball and the rib was very nice..
especially the rib.. the taste was wow..
but the chicken didn't taste that wonderful..
though the penne and the cream sauce was nice..
it's not very creamy.. nor cheesy..
so ever after a few mouth, you won't feel full for those who dun like cream stuff..
hee.. that day my mummy enjoyed herself so much..
so glad that this year i manage to celebrate for her mother day and her birthday..
hee..
then ytd..
is cliffton's birthday..
but then i put them off aeroplane cos i went to meet my darling instead..
so sorry..
will try to use next week palau ubin as replacement..
today went to take imf allowance in sch with abidah..
then went to find xinyan, teng and fatin..
haha.. so fun..
then got tempted by the new brand that teng and yan are working at...
so ended up asking teng to help me get staff price for two clothes..
hee.. and also went to pepper lunch with yan..
wow.. so fun and nice..
cook ourselves and add funnie sauce into it..
hee.. hee.. then went to fox..
bought a tube..
pokie dots siaz..
yeah..
hee.. i like it.. so nice.. will wear it soon.. hee..

2006-09-20T00:54:00.000+08:00

wow.. the time now is late..
i'm so tired..
just came back from the esplanade event..
hai.. damn tired..
the company make all of the ushers to reach at 11 plus..
so early then do nothing for like 2 to 3 hours of the times..
then the meal is so not nice..
so cold and plain..
hai..
then when the event abt to start, we standby at 5.30pm..
so when all the delegate pass by me,
i have to keep on saying good evening to them..
most of them are nice enough to say good evening back..
but some are terrible..
they will just pretend they didn't hear u..
hai.. then stand at the slope of the forecourt link..
damn tired..
one leg stand long, one leg stand short..
sian.. then all the way til 8 plus then got one short break to rest..
hai.. then at 10 pm, got firework..
not bad.. quite nice..
they have the word welcome to singapore..
then it last around 7 minutes..
then run back to my position cos by that time,
most of the delegates are preparing to go back le..
so start saying good bye, good nite and thank you..
hai.. sian..
ended at 11pm..
then at first the company say will try to give us transport fees then in the end..
they just kept quiet and forget about it..
hai...
sian.. then me, teng, yan, fatin and abidah run for the train..
from esplanade run all the way to city hall mrt..
yes, it may seem not far..
but to run whenby all of us the legs already so tired..
we have no choice but to run for the last train..
then i run the first..
when we reach the train..
luckily still got one more train..
so i just say, still got train..
not the last one..
hai.. luckily..
or else have to waste money on cab..
somemore last time the company say got party and food for us after the delegate gone off..
then in the end..
nothing is left for us..
what the hell lor..
onli the F&B people get to eat and have cab fares home..
so bloody unfair siaz..
make me so tired, so ache at my legs and so angry over what they say and what they do..
just treat us like three years old kids who will believe as they say..
and did not keep their promises..

2006-09-18T00:23:00.000+08:00

this weekend has quite a short time spend with darling..
also quite packed due to imf training..
then got a bit of misunderstanding and quarrel with my darling..
friends around me who also has bf, said that i'm too demanding and too spoilt by him le..
then everytime bully him..
ya.. i know sometimes i'm quite bad..
but sometimes he also bully me..
bleah.. next saturday is my mummy's birthday..
then thinking of bringing her out for dinner..
but hopefully dun have so much of my family member involved..
especially my sister's family.
cos i dun wanna treat them eat..
hee.. hee.. and also i just feel like bringing mum to the new york new york restaurant at city link..
cos me myself.. wanna go there to try out the food..
if bring my dad along, my dad dun eat western food..
and then bring my sister's family, it will cost me a bomb..
and the kids are so mischievous..
so i dun feel like having them..
so if just bring mum, after dinner, we can go eat fondue..
cos i wanna eat..
then my mummy also love chocolate..
so bring her along will be good..
hee hee.. but then i was thinking she may hope that birthday will have whole family celebrating for her..
but then if i just wanna bring her out alone..
then she may not feel the fun..
but will see how la..
cos too many people go..
will cost me a bomb and very troublesome to decide on what to eat and etc...
and my dad temper is damn hot..
he dun like so crowded place..
and he will be working til 6 plus..
if just mummy, we can go out at like afternoon time le..
but the final decision all come to my mummy lol..
cos she is the main person..

2006-09-16T04:31:00.000+08:00

hai.. today got my result through sms..
kinda of disappointed about it..
cos maybe i have higher expectation abt it ba..
cos my project mostly are A..
then the paper that i do, i feel that i can make it..
but then result come out only normal grade..
not that wonderful at all..
hai.. hai hai..

2006-09-11T00:34:00.000+08:00

wow.. seem like i'm onli updating my blog one week once..
will try to update as much as possible ba..
cos this week busy going tuition..
went for my hrm chalet on thursday..
quite fun but i didn't stay overnight cos i dun wan and also next day got tuition..
so rather go home and rest..
this weekend is quite short..
ddin't do anything fantansic..
ya.. cos sat i went to school early in the morning at 8am..
cos got to attend my imf training..
then went to esplanade for a tour to know where will the things be..
then after that went to MS with xinyan and teng..
then walk walk a bit..
just as we stop at the burger king for a rest..
darling reach le..
and i went off..
he and his mum went to yishun to pick up his eldest aunt then his cousin at serangoon
and came to MS to pick me up to go his granny's house for dinner..
wow.. then his elder cousin also came..
so fun.. then we d/l audition and kong kong using the wireless of someone's else acc..
cos there is network at his granny's house and darling brought his laptop along..
haha.. so fun.. then the cousins were playing game..
hee.. of cos i'm too..
then after that at around 8 plus,
darling, his mum and i drove the car to cck, lot 1 to meet dar's abang, jiakai..
cos wanna take the hp from him..
then from cck..
we went all the way to west coast park to play..
wow.. first time being there..
so fun siaz..
got like around 5 or 6 big playground..
wow..
suddenly i turn myself into kids..
and climb here and there..
like monkey.. haha.. and my darling is like my body guard..
standing beside me protecting me from falling from any obstacle..
haha.. but we left his mum at one side eating mac..
ya.. kinda of bad..
so we onli play a while and went back to darling's house le..
cos got curry on the car..
so can't stay long there..
then his parents just came back from china..
they went there bought alot of dvd back siaz..
all the korean movie and some taiwan de..
i borrow a few home..
then got my samson.. haha.. then my mum got watch this afternoon..
and told me the ending was that samson and the boss got get married in the end..
haha.. but i'll watch it myself this few day..
then this morning i went tuition then meet darling around 2.45pm..
went to eat duck rice at the kopitiam opp bishan cc..
then went to the newly opened library..
wow.. got 4 storey but if add the basement is 5 storey..
then the basement is children section..
hee.. then quite fun lei the library cos got alot of science theory stuff to play..
kids can go there play game and learn science and quite alot of multimedia and cartoon to borrow..
hee.. but i didn't borrow anything..
then i wanted to go to j8 to pee before we head back to dar's house..
while i go toilet..
my ah dar actually went to guardian to buy the "good bye cellulite" for me..
that day i say i want to buy..
but then friday when we pass by the guardian,
i check out the price is 35.90..
kinda of expensive..
so i actually dun wan to buy..
then my silly yet lovely darling actually buy for me..
hee.. then got use lor..
it say that within 2 weeks, the skin is noticeably toned and smooth..
within 4 weeks, the sign of cellulite are visibly reduced..
so i hope it will slim down my stomach, thight and buttocks..
and also i will work hard to reduced my weight and fats...
heee.. so happy..
i have a wonderful weekend..
tml morning i'm going to cck gym with abidah..
yeah.. fatty fatty meat go away..

2006-09-05T02:18:00.000+08:00

the weekend that just pass was a fine one..
cos i went out with my darling to walk walk..
went to eat sakura..
yeah man..
it's was very nice..
but just that the raw food for example the so called "abalone", oyster and the prawn not very fresh..
then other then that..
the cake ah, the steak, the sushi were funtasic ya..
hee.. hee..
so on sunday..
didn't really went out..
just go to darling's house..
watch barnyard..
hee.. then we both set our target of slimming plan..
that is we write down our weight on the notebook..
it is written with blue ink..
then next week we will weight again..
so if decrease in weight will write in green..
and remain will be blue also..
but if gain weight.. will be with red ink..
oh my god..
and you know what is the punishment for gaining weight?
the person who gain weight will have to lose double of the amount that the person gain..
so for example if i gain 1 kg, then i will have to lose 2 kg within one week..
wow.. challenging right..
haha.. ya lor..
very fun..
then today i already start to cut down on my carb level..
by eating less rice and noodle..
then i also do some sit-up and jumping for around twenty plus minutes..
can't do much..
cos tml going jogging and skipping with xinyan..
so if i do too much today, and get cramp tml..
then cannot go exercise le..
hee. hee.. i'm very determine to lose my weight to 48 kg..
wow.. hee.. hope that by end of the holiday i can do that..
and also to train up my stamina for my napfa test to be a gold winner..
yeah..
that's my target for this holiday..
so if possible..
i wanna my waist to slim down..
so that i can buy smaller size clothes for next year new year..
but also i have to keep exercise after holiday to retain my size..
so that i will not gain weight after i lose all my fats..
hee.. i wanna be slim and fit..
yeah.. haha.. haha.. hope that my determination will be strong and i can do it..
and i wanna win darling's record..
hee hee.. so fun to have this challenge with him..

2006-08-31T23:38:00.000+08:00

hai.. recently..
my mood very bad..
temper very hot...
i dunno why..
exam over le..
but i'm still very stress..
then darling posted to medic..
for this week..
i keep going out..
and came back quite late also..
then didn't have much time for him..
then his RO quite early also..
but then by the time i came home..
he is like half sleeping le..
then we dun get to communicate much..
and i feel very fan..
cos sometimes i want to tell him something..
but half way the conversation..
he will fall asleep..
then i get very pek chek and i just call him go sleep and hang up..
then whatever i wan to say..
nothing go into him..
then during the day..
he may have admin time but by right..
can't use the phone de..
then he secretly use..
then when he can talk, i may be either out with friends or go for tuition..
argh.. i'm going crazy if things going on like this..
i really need to have a good talk with him..
to sort the thing out..
and to tell him what ever i want to say..
sob sob sob..
i feel very the fan ah..
i know relationship now maybe quite stable..
but if things going on like no communication can go on properly..
somehow one day..
we may just go wrong..
and i dun wan to see anything happen..
argh.. help..

2006-08-28T23:26:00.000+08:00

Finally exam are all over..
yeah..
holiday is here..
and i really love holiday..
though quite boring but then it allow me to recharge myself..
and then this holiday..
i onli teach tuition and perhaps some day i will work sony ericsson lol..
but it all depend..
cos i wanna spend my time with my darling..
hee.. ya lor..
he is my first priorites..
well.. of cos i won't neglect my beloved friends too..
but of cos my boyfriend got the advantage against friend la..
hee.. miss me so much..
he was posted to medic..
now having first week of medic course at nee soon camp..
hee.. hope he can easily adapt to the life in nee soon camp..
cos since he go into army..
he has being trying to adapt to the surrounding environment and after that..
he got to be posted to other places..
poor thing..
sayang sayang..
well.. as i said..
i will try to slim down this holiday..
so i will go and exercise and keep fit yeah..
hee.. hee..

2006-08-19T21:35:00.000+08:00

2 paper down..
3 more paper to go..
but this 3 paper will be a tough one to go through..
cos td got onli a bit of hint..
i think will be quite difficult..
then IR.. got to remember quite alot of LAW..
but i got study last week..
then comp.. last paper..
i haven't touch..
no clue what will come out..
cos the damn teacher didn't give clue..
plus she is first time taking this module..
looking at past year pp may not be useful too..
so sian.. haiyo..
but i will study hard to score well..
hee..
JIA YOU..
and everyone having exam..
do JIA YOU..

2006-08-16T23:39:00.000+08:00

I'M SO STRESS..
I DUN LIKE EXAM..
IT'S MAKING ME CRAZY..
GOT 5 PP..
HOW TO GO THROUGH??
SOB SOB SOB...

2006-08-15T17:25:00.000+08:00

wow.. suppose to study my HRMS..
but then i ended up went to watch little man..
it's damn funny la..
quite lame also..
the little man act as a baby to take away the diamond which he and his friend stole..
then cos he put inside the lady's handbag..
so he acted as an abandon baby to stay in the house..
my god.. quite unbelieveable is that..
the "baby" make out with the lady after the husband had make out..
and then she thought the husband was strong to make out twice..
haha.. damn funny..
then "baby" steal the grandpa's food..
hee.. damn comedy la..
i will advise people to go eat..
it is damn nice la..
the past week i watched alot of show..
i finish watching" my super ex-gf", "break-up", "click" and a bit of lake house..
haha.. nice ma..
so shoik..
still in holiday mood..
like no mood to study lei..
haha.. play too much le..

2006-08-14T23:03:00.000+08:00

haha.. my darling's appeal for nus was successful..
hee.. i will have no worry about him flying to other places for his uni le..
he can always stay by my side with me le..
but then now he is out for his training called nutcracker..
got to dig hole..
haha.. so funny..
but my poor boy cannot sleep for the two night..
hai.. i'm missing him so much...
last hear him is this afternoon before he go..
well.. i got to study hard while he serve for the nation ya..
muack.. darling i love u..

2006-08-11T08:41:00.000+08:00

wow sian..

exam in one week time..

hai.. hai... hai..

but i think i have played enough le..

everyday go out..

everyday have my darling to pei me..

hee.. so fortunate..

so today i'm going to start a bit of revision..

hope to do IR and HRMS..

hope i can finish then when evening time i go meet darling that time..

i will feel safe.. cos i have study hard.. so that will be my time to play hard..

haha.. :op

2006-08-06T23:05:00.000+08:00

hee.. i had a wonderful weekend ya..
sat went to darling's family chalet..
got 5 people celebrating their birthday together..
all of them are darling's relative..
wow.. they had a family gathering lor..
hee.. quite fun..
then we walked in the rain to explore the alohol loyang..
which is also the place that i will be having my chalet for my hr class..
ya.. quite big..
then got 4 room..
haha.. ya lor..
but only the living room got tv..
quite boring..
if all the room got tv then better still le..
hee..
then today early in the morning
we went to eat prata with his bunkmate at thomas there..
wow.. i should say the cheese with mushroom is super nice la..
wow.. shoik..
haha.. love it lol..
then went to bukit gombak with darling cos he got driving..
then waited for him til 3..
soon.. after that..
we went back to his house to rest..
wanted to see the lakehouse
but the screen got prob..
so didn't watch..
hai.. so we at a nap..
thought this weekend didn't do much thing..
but with him beside me..
i'm more than happier to be..
hee.. yeah..
this weekday will be short cos he got off..
then tuesday or wed can see him le..
hee.. so nice..

2006-08-05T02:41:00.000+08:00

well.. despite that i had requested for a delay to submit my assignment..
my heart just simply can't be in place nor focus to complete the work..
i'm so sian..
so sick..
darling help!!!!

2006-08-03T22:25:00.000+08:00

sian..
i hate to do assignment..
cos i'm so love sick now..

2006-08-02T23:26:00.000+08:00

Today is the 2 of August..
got 2 more weeks to exam..
sian.. sian..
but somehow i can place myself into the mood of exam lor..
dunno why.. sian..
hai.. then especially when my darling went for outfield in tekong..
then he won't be back til saturday afternoon..
so this few day..
i won't be able to hear from him..
the last time i hear from him is this morning..
he purposely call me wake up to tell me that he is going off..
tell me to take care..
he is so cute lor..
sms me this " take care for these three days dear...
pls dun let ppl bully u n dun go ard bullyin ppl.
dun worry, you'll always b on my mind in tekong."
so sweet yet so bad..
trying to say that i always bully people..
haha.. ya lorr..
i always bully xinyan..
hee.. and also my love one..
hee.. i know i'm notti..
sorry la..
hai.. missing him badly..
3 more days to tahan..
just hope weekend can quickly come ya..
hee.. then i can be in his arm again..
:op

2006-07-27T13:41:00.000+08:00

wow.. it has been like 5 days since i last blog le..
recently very tired and busy with stuff..
so also lazy to blog..
from monday to last night, i have constantly sleeping very early..
cos very tired from the past few week..
rush finish with my project le..
but then still left with 2 individual assignment and also HRMS test..
haha.. kinda of sian..
cos this sem very packed with project and things..
today i finish packing the dough that i leftover that day..
so manage to make a full container of the cookie..
think got 60 plus of them inside..
as i bake..
i know how to make the size better and it is smaller and nicer looking than the previous try..
haha.. then i also heat the oven before i put my first tray in..
haha.. but then still turn out that my first tray of cookie is a bit over-baked..
haha.. but then i think still can eat..
cos when i try that time, it taste alright..
not really that terrible in taste lor..
ya.. target for today is to try to do a bit of my IR individual assignment and do my comp hw..
ya.. long time no do my hw le..
due to project and project..
getting lazy but then in 3 weeks time, my exam coming le..
so i got to chop chop..
pull up my sock le..
yawn.. this week my darling got no night off..
and he this sat got dinner with jc classmate..
hai..
time spent will be shorter..
but just hope that it is a good quality time spent despite the low quantity spent..

2006-07-23T00:24:00.000+08:00

hey man..
i'm back online..
today have a fun day at the pool..
the 3 notti are so notti indeed..
haha
then went back home..
coach daryl on his english then went to have a short nap..
wake up to eat mummy's wet prawn noodle..
damn nice la..
haha.. then darling also say very nice..
hee.. of cos my mummy's cooking is damn good lor..
hee.. then chat chat, watch tv and stuff..
then soon jie go home le..
tonight, my beloved went home very early..
well.. at least i have a long day with him since 1 plus..
so he go home rest lor..
hee.. but tml i'm going to watch movie..
yeah.. will see him again..
i'm loving it.. to have him by my side..
days seem to be so wonderful and beautiful..
hee.. muack..

2006-07-22T12:35:00.000+08:00

yeah.. this is a happy weekend cos all of my project is down le..
i onli left with presentation of comp and the ib board game..
damn sian about the thing la..
what kind of shitty board game i have to invent to make sure people can play and look similar to the ib game that i play on the net..
hai.. sian..
then my group member most of them workin..
always is left me and xinyan doing the stuff..
xinyan must be still sleeping..
i sms her but she never reply me..
guess she need rest ba..
me today going to swimming with my sis's 3 notti and my notti and my mummy..
hai.. but he is so lazy.. still wan to lie on the bed..
dun wan to pack his stuff.
when i'm just waiting for my mum's call to go out..
hai..

2006-07-17T01:12:00.000+08:00

well..
to fulfil kailing wish..
i'm going to tell you all more about what i did for my boi's birthday..
well.. that day i mention about the wallet..
and i bought a big box to put my stuff in..
so wanna know what i put in the box..
there's cookie that i make..
actually bought a small jug..
but then change to my mum's big jug cos too small..
then put in..
wanted to put stylofone but then found that it's too sticky to the hand..
so i change my lucky draw idea..
then i make paper crane instead to fill up the gap..
and i bought marashmellow cos that's his favourite
haha..
so the big box got paper crane, marashmellow, the big jug wif cookie inside, wallet..
ya.. then i went to sms his mum to make sure she is at home..
then she tell me yes she at home..
so i cab there with my sec sister, dixie to his house..
dix waited for me at the house downstair cos i need to rush to school after that..
so i bring up the box..
put it on his table..
and put the birthday card on top..
i make my own birthday card for him.. with my own envelop..
hee.. then i told the parents not to tell him la..
give him a surprise..

so i went off to school..
then in school..
i waited for him to book out..
thought that his mum will come fetch him home but he ended up going home himself..
then he wanted to come fetch me but then i said that i got alot more project to do..
haha.. but actually is a lie..
cos i wanted him to see the present himself..
so when he reach home..
he found out that he got the steamboat at his house..
he told me that is at aunt's house..
but actually is at his house..
that day is his dad's birthday..
his birthday is on the 12july, his dad is 15july..
haha.. then immediately when he reach home..
he called me to tell me..
then i was like what the hell..
you didn't see my present but then tell me is steamboat change to your house..
then i sms him..
is that all you wan to tell me..
then soon, he reply..
"oh my god dear, thank you so much.."
haha.. finally he got into his room and saw it..
then i was like..
thank you onli..
nothing else..
haha.. then i make sure of him la..
soon..
i went over..
he waited for me at the wrong bus-stop..
then i give him black face
haha.. i know i'm bad..
but then.. heee.
that's me.. hee..
then he was like.. so happy..
but he onli tell me he ate two marashmellow and read the card for 20 minutes..
haha.. 20 minutes on the card..
he must have love it so much..
hee.. then i asked him..
other present lei..
he didn't open..
so after dinner..
we cut cake..
haha.. his mum bought the cake from four leaves..
mango cake..
then his sister called back..
then when blowing the candle..
there's two row of candles..
one side is 5 big one.. for his dad's
then the other side is 9 small one.. for him..
his mum forget to take 1 more big candle for him..
so my darling onli 9 years old this year..
haha.. cos the 5 big one is for his dad, 50 years old..
haha.. damn funny la..
cos when blowing the candle..
his dad use so much strength then onli one big candle at the top and the one small candle at the other side bottom is not blow yet..
haha.. then my darling onli blow de 11 years old birthday..
haha.. haha.. then everyone laugh la..
hee.. so funny..
hee.. then eat the cake..
then darling talk to his sister..
got pass to me to talk la..
but then like shy shy didn't talk much lor..
hee.. so soon.. when they finish talking..
i force him to try on the cookie but he say he very full
but i give him black face then he got no choice but to try..
but good thing is that he say very nice..
haha.. then he this selfish guy say he dun wan to share with anyone..
that's his..
he wan to bring to camp and eat himself and not even share with his friend..
haha.. so cute..
at least he really like and appreciate what i did for him..
yeah.. i'm successful in letting him happy and give him surprise..
hee.. ya.. anyother thing you can ask me or tag to ask..
hee..

2006-07-15T18:29:00.000+08:00

hee.. today i'm feeling nottie...
i play a trick to my bf..
haha..
dunno whether he will like it or not..
i'm waiting for him to go home and see it..
then i can go over to his house..
hee.. i'm liking to play this trick siaz..
but then very troublesome..
haha.
spend my whole morning on making the cookie..
tired now.. doing project now in school
i'm so hungry..
so sleepy..
yawn

2006-07-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

Below is a sad story that ling's send to me..
I feel very sad after listening to it.
The title of the story is "因为在乎 , 所以要求"
The story go this way:
我跟我女朋友在一起三年了,
日子越久我发现我女朋友总是有事没事像疯了一样对我挑三拣四,
尽管她要求再要求,
她始终没有离开我的身边,
我以为她只是念念而已…
我总是不以为然,
总是以为她只是发发牢骚罢了,
就是不知其实她只是因为在乎我所以要求我…
后来在一起偶然的机会里,我认识了一个女孩,
她总是细心温柔,
于是我把她跟我的女朋友比较一下,
我发现我的女朋友总爱对我挑毛病,
我以为那个初识的女孩比较适合我,
我开始对我女朋友的种种要求听而不答,
我开始不愿意对她承若些什么.
就这样,我跟我女朋友之间的感情渐渐的变淡了,
我们也就不清不楚的分手了,她哭了,
可是她还是希望我幸福…
而那个细心温柔的女孩取代了我女朋友在我心中的地位,
这个女孩从来不吵,从来不要求我要对她好,
我像是松了口气,以为她是体贴的善良的不会施加我的压力的…
直到有一天,我才赫然发现这个 ~温柔懂事~ 的女孩只是因为!不够爱我…
因为他对我说分手是居然没有任何不适…
因为不够在乎所以也无所谓我对她好或不好…
更无所谓是不是适不得了,所以她从来不要求我…
我想念我以前的女朋友,可是却再也会不去从前了…
她已经不在人世间了…
我跟她没有清清楚楚的说分手,
以前她常常说她胃不舒服要我陪她去看医生,
我总是说我上班很累叫她自己去我总是想尽理由的推辞,
我不是不爱她,只是我更爱自己,所以不懂得善待她珍惜她…
总以为她的付出是应得的…
后来我才听说她胃癌过世了…
我后悔为什么不能多关心她陪陪她,
我后悔为什么我连最后一程都没陪她走,
我后悔为什么不能多在乎她一点,
总以为她对我的好舆体谅都是应该的,
我再也听不到她每一句要求,
听不见她开口说要我对她好一点,
如果时光可以倒转,
我会尽我的一切心力完成她的要求,
让她每天都开开心心的…
我辜负了她的爱…
没有体会她的心,
我终于学会爱情是要经营的,是需要沟通的,是需要付出的…
我终于知道[因为在乎,所以要求]

Never wait til it's too late then regret about what you have done in the past.
Cherish your love one before they are gone.

2006-07-11T10:44:00.000+08:00

yawn.. today is a long and boring day..
haha.. cos i got school to go..
and after i rush to school..
onli to know that the TD lecture is onli 1 hours
and onli 9 people attend the lecture..
sian...
then i onli go for half hour cos was half hour late..
hee.. then now sitting in the canteen..
using net, slacking..
cos later no lesson til 12 need to go attend the HRM lecture..
from outside speaker..
hai.. boring then got the sleepy HRMS..
haha..
but to talk about ytd.. i have a mission possible and fun thing with xinyan..
i bluff my silly boi that i stay back to do project..
but in reality..
i went to buy his present..
xinyan accompany me home to take my stuff..
then we went to lido..
got the wallet that i want to buy for him..
then after that went to heeren, cos i wanted to get a big box..
but sad to say..
quite small..
and quite ugly..
haha.. so went to cine find..
i found a very cute one..
but then hor..
it is the last piece.
and it's so shatter and old..
hai.. so ended up went to IMM..
cos xinyan said that either we go bukit batok see or IMM..
cos Diaso got alot of nice and stuff..
so went there..
got my box, quite cheap.. onli 2 dollar compare to the one at town is 7.50..
haha.. i save 5.50..
then got my cookie jug in giant..
not bad one..
but it's glass..
so i scared my clumsy darling will end up breaking it..
so got to tell him to be careful..
hopefully he do so..
or else all his cookie will be gone..
i still haven't find a suitable time to make my cookie..
dunno when i'm free..
sian.. hai..
but i still need to do..
got to find time lor..
hee.. first time i bake cookie for someone..
no idea how it will taste..
but got to try..
and my darling will be my ginea pig.. hee..
hee.. still another 13 hours to go before his birthday come.
hee. surprise..
i'm done with the card, the present..
i onli left the cookie and the decoration and sweet to buy lor..
ya lor.. hee...
hope he will enjoy this birthday which is specially prepare by me..
hee.. i'm loving this..
cos it's so fun..

2006-07-09T11:58:00.000+08:00

hai..
today wake up at 10 plus..
tried to call my piggy..
but i tried to call from 10 plus to 11.15plus..
i give up..
well.. maybe he really tired and he put silent..
so that no one can disturb his sleep ba..
i wake up..
suddenly realise that my TD project got error..
the one that we send to teacher,
me and xinyan have forgotten abt our lesson plan time-frame..
i think mostly my fault..
cos i didn't check properly..
ytd i was so tired in the morning..
after one week of staying back in school to do this shitting project..
with a brunch of shitting group mate..
hai.. make me damn sian la..
ytd i was at darling's house..
he was msn with his ex-class mate..
then they were having class outing next week..
on sat and sunday..
seem like next week will be shorter for both of us ba..
he got to have his own life..
not just me in his life..
but i feel sad..
but i can't say anything..
cos i can't be selfish to tell him to meet me and not meet them..
i'm not in ns..
i have the freedom to do anything whenever i'm free..
but my darling onli got weekend to do his personal stuff..
hai.. why guy must go ns..
then their weekend is so short..
and tonight he got to book in by 7.45pm..
by 7pm he got to go out of his house.
then he hasn't wake up..
onli left 7 hours to do everything..
hai.
maybe i shouldn't meet him today..
i should just stay at home to do my stuff and let him rest himself..
hai.. but i miss him..

2006-07-06T00:07:00.000+08:00

Today is the first time my darling have night off..
hee..
stayed back in school to do my TD project til around 7 pm
then i went off to take bus to change to mrt to jurong point..
hee.. my silly boi...
he very nice to be cheated..
cos he keep looking outside..
but he didn't notice that i'm at his behind..
so i walked behind of him..
i know that he calling me..
then i dun wan to let him see..
suddenly, i beat him from behind..
haha.. then he kana a shock from me..
hee.. so funny..
then we go makan..
hee.. went to pizza hut and saw his bunk mate..
then after that went to eat anderson ice cream..
very nice..
we choose three flavor..
the berry of the forest, ram and raisin, belgium chocolate with chip..
wow.. then so full..
then we went to ntuc..
cos darling wan to get stuff..
then he got sweet and barley syrup..
haha.. then i pass him the bag of chocolate that i take from ling's booth..
hee.. very funny..
i take alot then abidah said..
are you my friend..
so kaisu..
hee.. but it is quite nice la..
hee.. ya..
then after that sit at the bus interchange chat chat...
soon.. times came and darling got to go le..
hai.. will miss him and wait to see him again on sat le..
tml afternoon got to go school do the TD project again..
sian..

2006-06-28T01:25:00.000+08:00

school reopen after 2 weeks plus of holiday
is a nightmare to me..
cos i realise that i kinda of wasted my holiday on work
and not on doing my project..
cos so many project is due within 2 or 3 weeks time..
stress...
help..
today i just done with IR presentation for the part 1 of project..
7 july got to submit TD report..
followed on by it's presentation on the week to the year 1 class...
then on that particular week..
on the 12/7 i need to submit 10 pages of IR report for the part 2 of project..
then 14/7 is IB report submission..
then followed by 17/7 is COMP project submission..
wow.. not just on it's report but got to prepare on it's presentation..
wow.. stress..
then for IR and HRMS..
i still got to individual assignment..
and followed by that..
i got to start to prepare for exam which is from mid aug to end of aug..
but of cos after that i can enjoy my holiday..
no idea how long..
but should be around 8 weeks ba..
yeah ma..
hope that can faster chiong finish all the project..
and concentrate on the exam..
score well for this sem and then can relax on the holiday..
got HR chalet during the holiday..
yeah.. then go to find part time to do also..
hai..
so this 2 months dun think can work..
got to ask mummy for allowance..
wow.. sian.. dunno how to ask..
hai.. so many things to settle..
wow.. then so many birthday present to settle..
wow.. maybe i should go buy toto and see whether can strike
and earn some money to solve my problem ba..
everyday i very thrifty lor..
i onli spend 1 dollar..
haha..
no choice.. so many expenses but so little money..
teng asked me to join them on sunday night..
well.. first thing is that sunday is the onli time for me to accompany bf..
and also.. go out need to spend money..
i dun wan to spend money whenby i still got to spend on their birthday..
wow.. it's hell month to go through..
luckily i have my fatty darling to make me happy and always cheer me up..
and also to give me moral support..
not to forget my ah dixie..
haha.. this sat is her birthday..
sorry dix.. dun think can get much for your birthday..
hope you dun mind..
will treat you back when my financial become stable..
hai.. then my darling's birthday coming..
i do wan to give him surprise..
but then.. i shall see what i can do for him ba..
may not be very wonderful..
but i will do my best..
hai..
so many things to go..
so little time to settle..
why all the project deadline all so pack de..
hai..

2006-06-25T23:53:00.000+08:00

weekend has gone..
had a wonderful one and a half day with my darling..
though didn't do anything wonderful..
but we have a lot of fun and happy times together..
accompany him for his driving at ubi this afternoon..
then when we on the bus back to his house..
we were playing finger game..
one of the game is to cross each other finger together..
then say a sentence and at the same time switch the thumb to the left and right..
then when the sentence was said finish..
got to try to use the thumb to press on the other party's thumb and count til ten..
haha.. then very funny..
i'm too focus on the game that my the left hand also showing a good sign..
then darling laugh at me..
why i use one hand to play then the other hand also trying to play with the air..
haha..
damn funny la..
then like using two hand to show the good sign..
haha..
he so bad.. laugh at me..
then we laugh laugh play play til his house bus stop there..
haha..
his mummy send him back and send me home..
wow.. tired..
tomorrow school start le..
sian..
got to chiong for project..
miss my holiday..
miss my weekend..
miss my darling..
hai..
hope that this coming week he can have night off..
then i can go find him..
hee..

2006-06-24T01:04:00.000+08:00

Today is a damn damn tiring day..
suppose to off work at 9pm..
but ended up got to stay back to help my supervisor, christine til closing..
wow.. tired..
then i cancel off my sony work..
but tml working at taka..
from 9.30 to 6pm..
then after that go home bath..
then go meet my darling..
hai.. to compare the money that i less earn..
it's close to 100 dollar..
but to spend wonderful and priceless time with darling..
it is uncomparable..
ya..
miss him so much..
just hope that days can quickly pass and national day can come soon..
cos he will be having a long weekend on the national day week..
yeah.. then he can spend alot of time with me..
i love to spend time with him..
even though i just sit beside me,
see him play game..
i also happy..
cos got him beside me..
the weather now is raining heavily..
wondering what will jurong be..
cos his camp is at there..
will he has a soundly night..
he today very good..
he accompany me chat til 12am then sleep..
guess tml he will be damn tired..
somemore got to accompany me at night..
then he will be restless..
haha..
no choice..
who call him got such a troublesome gf..
hee..

2006-06-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

today is a bad day..
i had my left eye keeping blinking..
i knew something bad will have happen..
and now that the bad thing happen..
darling and i had a unhappy event that happened just now..
guess it's all my fault for not being sensitive to his feeling..
not giving him enough care and thought..
cos when i heard from my in charge that
he need people to work for the wisma shop..
selling speaker phone..
got commission..
5 dollar for the small one..
and 25 for the big one..
my mind is about money..
and i need money desperately for now cos i have overdue bill to settle..
and i forgotten about what darling told me at the beginning of the week..
he is having a bad week in camp..
and he wants me to accompany him..
to be by his side for this week..
he told me not to work..
but just now..
the message just spit off from my mind..
and all i did was to try to convince darling to let me work..
and not sparing a thought for him..
sorry darling..
i know that i'm very selfish..
i always want you to give in to me..
i know weekend is very important to you..
but i need to work..
thinking that i got to settle so many friends' birthday presents..
my outstanding bill..
and project deadline and exam coming..
for the month of august i got to study..
mid july got a few project submission..
i may not have time to work..
and i may not have income coming in..
i got so many things that i need money to settle..
and i just neglected you..
sorry..
maybe u feel that money seem more important than you..
but you are very important in my heart..
but i can't survive without money..
cos i'm too independant on my own expense and bill..
that i dunno how to get money from mum..
thought she say that i can ask from her..

sorry for being selfish..
but i have to say that i'm hurt too..
hurt about what i did to u and also hurt by the words that you send to me..
your words seem to be quite harsh on me..
i've admited that i'm wrong and apologise..
though apologise mean no use to you when you are angry..
sorry..
but i really love you..

2006-06-20T01:44:00.000+08:00

Today is monday..
but now the time is 1.43am of tuesday..
i'm still awake talking to ling ling..
ya.. today i started my slimming plan..
to do sit up and cruncher..
did 100 times..
and tomorrow will add on another 50 or 100 to it..
and motivate myself to do..
plan of going for jogging on wed morning..
asked dix to tag along but she is so piggy to go..
seem like no one willing to go with me..
so if i can wake up..
i will go jogging by myself..
but it will be quite boring..
or i can get my darling to jog with me on sunday morning..
hee..
darling today very sad..
or i should say sian..
cos he dunno the people in his bunk..
but glad that he is posted to GOLF..
a welfare company in SISPEC...
so quite not bad..
his luck is good..
cos he always kana the good company..
but then he is bored abt the idea of keep changing bunkmate
and got to know new people..
he miss his BMT bunkmate..
cos they went through all the tough training together..
but in sispec..
like do all the shitty thing..
so he kinda of sian..
so i guess..
everyday he will just count down to night off to see me..
and weekend ba..
wow.. tml got to work..
ya.. work to get money..
money to pay my bill..
one more month to tahan..
and i will be free from my laptop instalment..
and change my internet plan..
and cut down on my hp usuage..
so i can work lesser cos no need to pay so much money on stuff..
and get to have more time..
for my darling..
for my project..
for my family..
and to enjoy the last year in ngee ann..
yeah..

2006-06-19T00:23:00.000+08:00

Wow.. happy moments passes very fast..
my weekend is gone..
and so does my darling's block leave gone too..
he had his POP last wednesday..
and block leave til today..
and tml he will be reporting to this camp..
he is posted to SISPEC..
which he say" suffer in silence plus extra confinement"
haha.. rubbish him..
well.. i kinda of wasted his block leave cos i went to china..
for my educational trip for four days plus..
then planned to go sentosa after i came back but then
i was sick..
down with serious cough..
so the idea of sentosa was called off..
perhaps next time ba..
and also i miss the chance of my TB 32 sentosa outing also..
sad to say that..
sorry everyone..
for disappointing u all..
cos i know, if got me..
will have more fun..
haha. kidding..
well.. ytd i joined in the family gathering at darling's house..
wow.. whole family do the dough for the noodle..
but couldn't find the make noodle machine..
so ended up it become mee hun quay..
haha.. then quite fun la..
hee.. then today had dinner at my house..
then i was telling darling..
that next time eat at my house rather than his house..
cos my mum is a better cook than his mum..
hee.. i know i'm abit nottie to say all that..
but i'm being truthful..
and darling also like the idea of it..
oh.. got to suffer the feeling of everyweekend then can see him le..
sad.. but SISPEC got night off..
so i can always stay back in school and meet him at night..
hee.. love my darling alot..
wanna marry him..
hee.. i know i'm a bit silly to say all this now..
but i just feel that my life..
is always happy with him..
he is there to protect me, care for me, love me and give me happines..
so he is just what i need and no other guy can compare with him..
my mr right that i want to be with for my lifetime..

2006-06-16T23:32:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone..
i'm back in singapore le..
but sad to say..
i didn't have alot of time for shopping..
so i didn't buy things for everyone..
and also the trip..
most of the place that i go..
the stuff are quite expensive..
so i didn't buy for everyone..
just those people who are closer to me de..
ya.. so sorry abt that..
then.. found out that the airplane that i was on bored..
was very lousy..
so next time anyone wanna travel to china..
dun travel with china eastern..
cos the plane very small..
and the seat not comfortable...
tired.. tired..

2006-06-09T22:56:00.000+08:00

Wow..
today i almost make a mess up in my life..
almost lose my beloved boi..
cos i always forget to say bye bye then put down the phone le..
hai..
sorry darling..
well.. but i'm glad that you forgive me..
then the day ended very happily..
we went to walk walk..
hee.. really walked..
and then we from orchard mrt walk to taka to find tracy..
then walk to PS to get food so that we can eat in the cinema..
then went to cathay cineplex to catch a movie..
yeah.. we watched "she's the man"
haha.. very funny lor..
then darling and i keep laughing..
it is a comedy plus romance show..
and cos world cup coming..
so the show is somehow related to soccer..
haha..
but have a fun time in the cinema..
then went back home le..
cos darling go to cousin's mother-in-law's funeral..
ya lor.. so go home early..
will see him tml for morning run.. hee..
but i got to wake up at 6am to run..
wow.. tiring..

2006-06-07T09:23:00.000+08:00

Stress by my last pp..
cos ytd i didn't prepare well for my comp pp..
then ended up didn't do quite well..
sob sob..
Td pp later.. sian..
sian.. sian..
tonight got sony training..
no idea what model will be out soon..
hai.. hope that after the test i will feel better..
moody..
how i wish my angel is here to cheer me up..
12 more hours to see him..

2006-06-06T17:49:00.000+08:00

yeah.. in one more day time..
i can see my angel darling le..
hee..
cos tml is his POP..
yeah..
he is an angel in my life..
and also my torch light..
cos he is there to guide me in my life..
he give me light to protect me from the dark..
with the light that he provide me with,
he brighten up my life with colours..
I love you darling..

tml is my last pp..
Training and Development..
WOW.. HAVEN'T STUDY ARGH..
haha... haha...

2006-06-05T18:40:00.000+08:00

Sian.. HAI..
i onli be going for china for 4 days..
and it's an educational trips..
why is everyone in my family expecting something from me?
they think i'm rich or wat..
freak la..
mummy asked me to buy thing..
i will buy..
cos she is the one who sponsor my trip..
but then why then sis think i go there shopping..
haiyo..
call me buy what tradition clothes for her..
i'm going city area..
not going for rural area to shop..
and it's onli 4 days..
not 4 weeks..
my god..
hai..
i'll try my best to get..
but there's no warranty abt it..
cos my shopping time is onli 2 hours..
hai hai...
stress...

2006-06-04T20:26:00.000+08:00

hee.. when i asked help from god..
a fatty angel came by to help..
that's my ah han.. hee..
he booked out on the friday night..
but didn't tell me..
and play a trick on me on saturday morning..
telling me that he will swim from tekong back to sg
to accompany me makan lunch..
and i thought he is just saying for fun..
but that fatty angel pop out in front of my house..
wow.. that's is the biggest surprise that i got from him..
he send me to school for my test..
waiting for me to finish my test in the canteen..
my beloved angel..
i love you..
thanks for the wonderful things that you give to me..

2006-06-03T00:24:00.004+08:00

I'M SO STRESS..
WHY MUST HAVE COMMON TEST?
WHY MUST HAVE EXAM?
HAI....
SOB SOB SOB...
STRESS TIL SO MANY PIMPLES..
SOB SOB SOB...

2006-06-03T00:24:00.002+08:00

I'M SO STRESS..
WHY MUST HAVE COMMON TEST?
WHY MUST HAVE EXAM?
HAI....
SOB SOB SOB...
STRESS TIL SO MANY PIMPLES..
SOB SOB SOB...

2006-06-03T00:24:00.001+08:00

I'M SO STRESS..
WHY MUST HAVE COMMON TEST?
WHY MUST HAVE EXAM?
HAI....
SOB SOB SOB...
STRESS TIL SO MANY PIMPLES..
SOB SOB SOB...

2006-06-02T20:09:00.000+08:00

You used to be someone who give me the type of moral support that i need during my test, my exam and my life.. but today you seem to be very cold to me.. have i did anything wrong or it is just my sensitive thought that make me think too much that you no longer care for me.. i waited for the whole day for your sms or your call.. but when i manage to get through to you.. you tell me that you are busy and got to go off.. the missing that i had for you is so strong.. but the way you reply me is so cold.. has anything happen between us.. even though it is only less than 24 hours before we can see each other again.. but this few days.. there seem to be misunderstanding and perhaps you are tired and sick.. and you didn't really bother about me.. and the stress that i had due to my common test.. everything just made me very troubled.. i can't get myself to concentrate nor can i stop myself from thinking of u.. i feel so down.. i feel like dying.. i just feel that the distance we have is so far.. i miss u so much.. how am i suppose to put myself in the right condition to study for my test which is tml..

god.. help me..
i'm very stress!

2006-06-02T10:27:00.000+08:00

hai.. common test coming..
no mood in studying at all..
maybe it is too rush for the common test..
still quite busy in settling my e-learning and
still quite sick to do anything..
hai..
still thinking whether to attend the IB lecture at 3pm..
such a weird timing.. 3 to 5pm..
sian..
ytd night went to have dinner with bunny and dix..
then went to watch x-men..
hai..
ended up when darling call me that time..
he is quite angry that i watch x-men with they all..
instead of him..
hai.. i thought that day he say he dun wan to watch x-men
wanted to watch some ghost or spirit movie..
haiyo..
well.. i can always watch it with him..
but then he say dun wan..
guess i know what will he do when he not happy ba..
either off the phone or ignore me..
which i dun like to get..
argh..

2006-05-31T20:59:00.000+08:00

wow... today is the last day of the HR congress..
today quite slack but then while doing some admin thing..
like stapling the paper and arranging it,
i had a papercut on my hand..
well.. i didn't realise the pain til i wash my hand with soap..
wow.. the pain is so terrible..
argh.. sob sob..
had a morning session then went home to sleep..
tired.. tired..
got to finish all my e-learning by tonight..
tomorrow is ling er birthday..
here i wish her a BIG HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY..
may you save enough money for your own car and
pls take care of your health..

2006-05-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

flu and cough is so sickening..
sob sob sob..
hope that i can recover quick..
and darling's cough can recover too..
tml got WORLD HR CONGRESS at expo..
hai.. sian.. full day event.. tired..
sob sob sob..

2006-05-26T22:40:00.000+08:00

one more days left.. yeah.. to what neh.. to see my bao bei darling of cos.. haha.. yeah.. my complain to him does have effect on him.. that makes him lend phone from friend and call me..
hee.. muack.. darling.. thank you so much.. hee.. dote me so much.. hee.. i am loving it.. wow..

this morning had comp lecture.. then i was blowing my nose and coughing during lecture.. Joselyn our compensation lecturer, she very funny, she asked me how are you? issit too cold? you okay or not? you are my model student lei.. cannot fall sick.. then immediately, qinhao reacted what model student? then i quickly said back, no lah.. you should say qinhao is your model student.. then the whole class laughed.. haha.. damn funny..

then today got one comedy thing that happen in my life.. guess.. weird ba.. kinda of unlucky also..cos i was sick.. as most of my friends know.. so during my two hours break.. i went to sunset way which is 4 stops from school.. to see doctor.. cos classmate said that got clinic there.. so after i alighted from the bus stop.. from the opposite, i can see the "loh clinic" so went there.. wow.. from the outside.. i can see that it is very old.. then got me, ebong and yan.. so they accompany me go in.. then the so called nurse is a very old woman, i guess she is about 70 plus? she want me to give her my ic, but i dun bring ic out de.. then say student card can or not.. so she bring my card and went into the doctor's room.. haha.. then i wonder about the doctor.. then ebong say, is this a chinese clinic or ang mo de.. then yan said should be ang mo de.. cos got the poster.. then soon the old woman walked out from the room and asked who want to see doctor.. then i walked in.. wow.. the doctor also super "young" he is white headed and he is a bit deaf.. cos he can't hear me. and i have to either keep repeating my words or shouted at him.. and he is damn stubborn.. i told him that i got fever, flu, cough.. then he say that if you got fever, higher than 38 degree will have to come back again or go to the hospital.. my goodness.. where got so serious? then he check my pulse.. then say i dun have fever.. my god.. by checking pulse can know that i'm alright.. then he check my heartbeat by listening to my back.. weird lor.. the heart in front.. then he check by placing it on every where of my back.. as if the back of my body, the shoulder there or the rib there can hear the heart beat.. wow.. he seem to be super not professional.. then i asked him what type of medicine he giving me.. cos normal cough medicine has no effect on me.. then he say you dun wan to drink the cough medicine, you can choose not to drink.. all the medicine by the doctor is the same.. what the hell.. then i ask about the flu.. he tell me that flu is currently a virus.. there is no medicine to cure the flu yet.. then my mind was like.. if you dun have medicine for my flu.. what for you open this old clinic..
wow.. then he pass me the card and called me to collect my medicine.. sian lor.. then the old woman was reading book.. i got to shouted at her then she can react.. then i asked how much is that.. she can tell me it is 30 dollar.. then ebong start to complain.. wow.. so ex.. then we were saying ya lah.. last sat i see my family doctor i get 4 medicine onli 19 dollar.. then when i pass her the 50 dollar.. she return me 30.. instead of 20.. guess she know that i'm not happy with the service.. like shit..
then i told yan and bong, i want to find other clinic.. cos it seem so old and i scare that the medicine that i eat will get me more sick.. haha.. then we walked and walked.. then cannot find.. so we decided to go makan.. before that, i pass by a vegetable stall.. so i asked the lady whether there is any more clinic.. then she say dun have.. except that one.. though there is one that open til 12pm onli.. then i asked her about the "LOH clinic", she say no idea.. then she asked me whether i want to see chinese doctor.. then i say where? expensive or not? then she guide me to the chinese medicine shop which is less shop away..
at there.. the uncle and auntie very nice.. the uncle onli charged me 3 dollar for 2 tea bag which can relieve the heat and dunno what.. and also some medicine which is free cos he see me as student.. haha.. then i also buy herbal tea from him to drink..
then we went off to the food court nearby.. i ate old melon soup with rice, ebong also buy soup with rice, yan had omelette rice.. then she say very nice lei.. then she offer to ebong.. then said you cannot eat.. too oily for you.. cos you sick.. then i was like sob sob.. bully me siaz..
then we quickly eat finish and went back to school to find abidah and fatin regard to our IR project.. wow.. then during IB, we have the IB game trial run.. quite fun but still dun quite understand the way to run the game...
then went to tuition, was late cos IB lecture drag til 5.30 then end.. so i took quite a long time waiting for bus with vian.. then when i was about to reach that time, the father called me.. and he said that his family didn't cook, got to bring the whole family out for dinner.. then i said, i already reached le.. then he say, why dun you come on sat or sun.. then i said i need to work.. 'how about in the morning, can you come?' that was what he reply.. my god... then at that time, i told him about i can't teach anymore due to my school work quite busy.. and also quite tired.. and i dun wanna teach the daughter le.. so i recommend dix to be my replacement..
so dix will be starting the tuition tml afternoon 1pm.. ya.. hope that things will go well for her.. cos i think tuition has to put in alot of commitment.. now year 3.. i have to do alot of thing.. and the following tuesday and friday i also no free.. actually wanted to teach 4 more lesson than quit but my time and the tuition time crash.. so it's better to let go early..
ya.. so i went home.. mummy didn't buy my dinner.. cos she thought that i will be home late... so no idea to buy or not.. then in the end, she cook cereal for me to eat.. but now, i'm feeling very hungry now.. wow.. sian.. my cough haven't recover.. tml work in super mobile.. dunno whether will get scolding from the boss or not.. cos that boss very particular with promoter resting or not promoting.. but all i can say is that i try my best to give my best performance lor..
think tonight got to sleep before 12.. got to be good girl.. hee.. yeah.. weekend again.. but this weekend seem so short.. cos the time with darling will be quite short.. hai.. miss him.. he also down with flu then say i pass to him de. but then i didn't had flu til wed.. how to pass to him.. nonsense and notti.. that's what my darling is.. hee.. just now mummy was asking me about him... how he called me, how he is in tekong.. haha.. guess mum interested in how we two maintain the relationship cos she seldom see me go out with darling nor chat on the phone.. haha.. of cos ma, this kind of thing i dun have to show out so obvious.. cos mummy will complain if she know too much and if my result drop.. i wil kana from her.. but then she also dunno about my result de.. unless i am happy with it and proudly announce to her.. and make her happy for me.. then she knows about it.. or else, not good also keep to myself..
hee.. mummy is good cos she give me freedom to do my stuff and manage my studies myself.. no stress but all the stress that i have is from peer, teacher and myself ba.. smile..
common test in one week time..
hai.. everyone got to study hard k.. JIA YOU my friends..

2006-05-25T22:52:00.000+08:00

i'm so sick..
physically sick and heart sick..
the whole of this week..
i onli get to hear my darling voice for once..
that is ytd evening time at 6pm when he came back from sit test..
this morning..
he went to report sick and went to see the MO..
then MO said that he got throat infection..
then tonight.. we didn't chat on the phone..
due to the phone low batt..
hai.. i miss his voice..
today i stay in school to do IR project til 7pm..
skip lunch..
the whole day..
i onli ate 2 triangle sushi and the porridge for dinner..
hai..
sick.. no mood to eat..
and keep coughing.. dun think can eat much..
still wondering how to work on sat and sun in this state..
hai..
project about to finish...
just waiting for dequan's part and then i compound everything together..
then settle le..

something.. that i dun feel good about..
i'm sick..
darling also sick..
then somehow my sms is still full of missing him..
full of the passion to see him..
but he seem to be very dull in his words..
his reply always so short..
he seem to be very tired..
and very slow in reply..
dunno why..
i just feel that it is not a good thing to have both of us sick together at the same time..

maybe i also think too much..
and the thought of weekend coming..
but i got to work instead of accompany him..
make me feel very sian..
cos we will have very little time together..
hai.. if guys no need to go through ns..
maybe at this time..
i can chat with him..
or he can be by my side..

friends tell me that it good that you all meet once a week..
it make you all miss each other..
and then will be stronger..
cos once a while see each other..
will know how to cherish the little time that we have..
but the days of missing him..
feel so lonely..
feel that he is so important to me..
and i need him alot..
:o(

2006-05-25T02:08:00.000+08:00

hai..
my cough come back le..
cos just now i drank coke..
and ate popcorn and also ytd dad called me eat durian..
my god..
all this thing add up to make my cough come back..
just now went to see da vinci code..
well.. dun realli understand it..
cos i didn't read the book nor i know anything abt christian..
so.. it seem that alot of things that they say..
i also.. no idea of it..
and now..
my brain is half dead..
very shag..
very tired..
well.. luckily that today the movie is free..
and also the food is free..
but cos my cough to get worse..
and also there is event crew people to drive us promoter home..
then can save on money for cab fees..
hee..
going to sleep le..
miss my darling..
but this weekend i'm working at super mobile..
sian.. kinda of can't accompany my darling..
but maybe after work lor..
no choice..
but i need the cash..
darling.. pls understand..
and tuition i think i also need to forgo..
due to the dad..
kinda of not safe about him..
but actually is just that he called and pester me..
but during tuition wise..
he is not really at home..
so actually i dun see him face to face..
and i seldom meet him..
but to play safe..
i think i may take up other job..
or what..
but actually my need for money will need for july..
when my instalment finish..
my internet plan finish..
and i can change to a cheaper student plan for internet..
and my expense will decrease alot..
and kinda of mum will also help me out..
so.. no problem with it..
just need to struggle til july end..
ya..
darling..
pls bear with me..
but one things i'm worried now is you..
cos you are real sick after the sit test..
hai.. my poor darling..
you maybe big size..
but after all you are still a man..
you will fall sick..
so pls take care..
OCS will be more tough..
hai.. but you wish to go..
i will support you in what you persue..
as long as you are happy, healthy and safe..

2006-05-23T22:13:00.000+08:00

Hao xiang ni.. darling..
still got to tahan one more day..
tml you will finish your sit test..
but tml seem so far away..
i know that i'm having love sick now..
but i can't help it..
i dunno whether you got miss me so much or not..
i feel like crying..
u onli left a sms ytd telling me that you are sick..
but you didn't tell me that you can't call me for this few days..
do you know how much i'm worrying about u..
how much i miss you..
i'm not mentally prepared for this period without you..
darling.. darling..
pls sms me soon..

2006-05-22T23:30:00.000+08:00

today is a sleepy day..
i slept on the bus to school..
was a bit late..
but not the latest...
cos xinyan is later than me..
hahaha..
then had IB lesson..
boring teacher..
boring lesson..
then had IR..
more boring..
HAI.. MONDAY BLUE...
then stay back school to do my IR project..
yeah.. i think this is the most fun part of my day ba..
cos my group mates are so fun and cute..
we always crap around but still manage to get things done..
then around 4 like that..
vian called me so we met up to take bus home together..
hee.. long time no sit bus together home le..
so quite a nice journey home..
cos got vian to keep me accompany..
hee.. perhaps tml can also take bus home together..
but i will stop at the same bus stop to go tuition and not home..
ya..
today my darling fall sick..
he told me that he felt that he gonna have fever..
but he insisted not to report sick..
then i sms him quite alot today..
but then he didn't check nor reply..
cos he went for his sit test..
it will be three days..
guess i will onli hear from him in the morning..
or after the whole test ba..
really hope that he will be alright and nothing will happen to him..
hope that his fever will be gone..
hope that he pass the test...
cos he hope to go to OCS..
and i guess that's is his wish ba..
god.. please.. please ensure that he is alright..
i don't want to recieve call from his best friend that something happen to him
during his test..
that he faint.. or even his fever rise to very high..
just hope that his flu and fever can go off asap...
darling.. i miss u.. pls be alright..

2006-05-21T21:17:00.000+08:00

today is sunday..
weekend is going to end soon..
but to me, it already ended 2 hours ago..
cos.. my darling went back to camp le..
so counted as my weekend has ended..
he is my sunshine to start my weekend..
and he is my moon to end my weekend..
but i have a happy weekend with him..
cos we spend the night together at his house..
hee.. but then was not very two person
cos ytd night he got his granny's birthday celebration to go..
then he got to go driving this morning..
and also go to his friend's friend's church to see some stuff..
then ended up onli the night is spend together..
but seeing him every week so tired..
but he rather play game, chat msn and go out than to have a good rest..
nottie boi, so playful..
something funny that i notice when he sleep..
is that he open his mouth when he sleep..
haha.. i was wondering..
will there be lizard or any insect fly in or crawl in without him knowing?
haha.. tekong or field camp got alot of insect lor..
hee.. but i dun dare to ask him..
hee.. he will sure deny about that..
but i got to thanks him for being so nice to me when i'm sick..
cos at the middle of the night..
i keep coughing..
then he take water for me..
then pad on my back to help me feel better..
so sweet..
haha..
i really hope that during his break after his POP..
the one and a half week, he can really have to a good rest..
but sad to say is that during his break from 7 june to 18 june..
i will be going for my educational trip to china from 12 to 15 june..
perhaps it is a good time for him to take a rest without me disturbing him..
but then i will definately miss him alot..
think got to save up to buy the oversea card..
so that i can call back home or to him at night..
miss my darling le..
hope that next weekend can come soon..
hope that his 3 days stimulation test will go smoothly..
but sad that maybe next week i got deployment..
and maybe won't have much time for him..
but then after that..
i got to rest to study common test and also spend time with him lor..
hao le..
got to go and rush for my IR project le..